Lola's POV
My heart was going rapid. I was screaming and dancing like no one's business. The love of my life was in front of me and everything felt like it was gonna be okay.
This was bliss. I was happy.
I made sure to keep hydrated and not use up all of my excitement. Which definitely came in handy.
Billie was jumping around stage with her lil space buns and her green roots glowing everytime the lights flashed. She looked perfect.
I adore her.
Before I could notice billie was coming over to us. But not from the stage, she stated stepping down the stage and that's when it all started to go down again. The shoving, the screaming the craze louder than ever. She hugging the crowd of us. she looked so happy. Genuinely happy.
This was bliss
She was starting to get closer and closer to my part of the pack of us shoved against the barricade. It was like everything was going in slow motion. She had locked hands with a few girls before her eyes set on me.
My heart was in my stomach. Her eyes were set on mine. Locked. Her face lit up as she got closer and closer to me and like that our hands were intertwined. Her smile was so big and she stopped singing for a moment to lean into me. Her lips next to my ear.
"Hi mamas"
I didn't think my heart could drop any further. That shit was a lie.
"Hi billie"
I was happy
my smile and my blush making me feel weak. I could barely feel the pushing and shoving of everyone else around me trying to get to billie. Our hands were still locked. It was like she didn't want to let go of my hand. Her gaze only set on me as she bit her lip.
Melt
I let go some to let others take a turn of getting her. They were going insane and with that billie had locked hands with others making sure to get as many as she could. Everyone wanted her. They were crazy for her. I watched her still in a trance.
Look at her
Just...look at her
Everything started to speed up again as billie left us to go back to the stage and I actually felt the shoving and pushing again. The screaming coming back to my ears and the stumble coming back to me feet. Shit.
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I couldn't stop jumping and pacing around the hotel room in my blue crushed velour pajamas. I jumped in Auras bed.
"She fucking said hi to me!!! She didn't even want to let go of my hand aura!!!"
I jumped up and down on auras bed annoying the shit out of her. My heart was so filled and happy but I couldn't help but still wonder
Did she remember me from the music video or just the last concert?
I wish I could ask her. I wish we had more time together. It's only been an hour and I already miss her so much, it was like she was holding my hand hostage out of all the others trying to grab her. Why me?
"Get off my fuckin bed bro. Jump on yours"
"Okay, okay"
I laughed and I plopped down and started jumping on my bed, Aura got up to pour herself a glass of water.
"Shit, we need ice. Could you run and get some? your younger and you can't sit down anyways"
"Yeah hold up" I slipped on my slippers and grabbed my phone. I took my phone with me everywhere, even in the house. I never know if something happens and I can't scream for help so I need to call. I don't play that shit.
I grabbed the key and started walking down the hall to the ice machine, I started to hear someone messing with it so I crept around the corner to see what was going on before I approached myself.
"Damn it" a girl said fidgeting with the push of the ice machine, she started banging it. I couldn't see her because she had her hood over her hair but I assumed she needed help.
"Here, let me see it's probably just stuck" I walk over to see bright blue eyes turn to meet mine.
The second time that night
"Shut the fuck up" billie smiled at me before letting her jaw drop, turning to me completely. I was frozen though.
"Oh my god-" I slightly chuckled. Staring at her figure not understanding why or how she's here. How is this happening?
What the fuck!?!
We started walking over to each other meeting in the middle and making a tight hug. No space between us.
"What the fuck- how the fuck? Billie! Oh my god" I struggled to whisper yell even though there was other people probably sleeping in the room next to us.
"Hey love" she smiled her hands traveling down my arm to fit into my hands snug.
"I was so happy to see you at the show, how have you been, your feelin alright?"
"Alright? I'm damn near on cloud nine"
I laughed my face hot as hell and she laughed with me. It was like I was dreaming and I'm pretty sure I am. Her smile bright as hell and her eyes were like so big and loving.
"Your so beautiful" I blurted out, now embarrassed as hell. Fuck.
"Shut up, your so beautiful" she laughed giving my hands a squeeze. I was blushing so damn much I had to knock out of it.
"So why the fuck are you here?"
"The original hotel didn't actually book which fucking sucked and this was the closest to the venue"
"That's insane and such a coincidence. You did amazing tonight bil. Billie. Sorry" I rushed out my words laughing slightly, my blush just wouldn't go away.
"Nah it's okay, that is what everyone calls me, and thank you mami" she grinned and tossed her hair over to the other side.
"You never told me your name love"
"Lola"
"Lola" she repeated back to me slower as she looked into my eyes, I was dying inside but I just gave her a peck of a smile to go with my blush.
She all of a sudden reached into the pocket of her sweat pants and pulled out her phone. I slightly could see her pulling up Instagram and searching my name. My heart stopped.
"Oh- it's that one" I laughed a little tapping on the user that read "ohmylola"
"Your so beautiful dude" billie said looking at a few of my picks
"Nooo omg stop it I'm already blushing like an insane person"
She chuckled and grabbed my hands again.
"Yo stop it. You are fucking gorgeous Lola"
I melted
"I gotta go get ready for bed or my mom is gonna kill me-"
"Oh yeah I definitely get that my mom is- a lot" I laughed as I let her hands go a little. She looked up at me and her eyes glossed over mine making me feel tingles down my spine as she turned to walk down the hall back to her room.
"Night lola"
I bit my lip blushing. All I could do was give her a little wave. I waited till she turned at the end of the hall to run back to my room. It took me a good minute of standing at the door to realize
We both had forgot the fucking ice to start with.
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"Front row, every show like a hype man, sing along word for word while she my bae"
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