𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 // 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐄𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡

16⋆ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲

𖤂 her weave went off like shut that shit down mami yes

Billies POV

8:30am

I opened my eyes blinking a few times till the sight of soft brown skin was clear again. Lola was curled up to my side, her soft tired noises were so sweet my lips curled into a smile as i watched her. It made me feel good. Last night we didn't even go as far as having sex and honestly it's still the best i've felt in a while. It's been so long since I was touched softly, getting to really explore someone; that I forgot how fulfilling it felt. To not have to wake up covered in bruises or with dried tears on my cheeks just felt amazing.

Lola made me feel that way

Her eyes started to flutter open, deep brown staring into mine.

"Hi beautiful" I said softly and Lola immediately broke into a smile, her shyness starting to take over again.

"Hi billie" lola spoke sleepily, she batted her eyelashes absentmindedly up at me. "Your up early"

"And you're up late." I sat up on my elbow. "I gotta get you home before you get into any trouble"

"Shit, right" lola said. I laughed at how quickly she jumped up. She looked adorable in my sweater, the way the cuffs went beyond passing her hands, flailing as she struggled to pull up her shorts, i couldn't help but laugh again. Lola looked at me with an embarrassed look on her face which then made me feel bad for laughing.

"Let me help you" i jumped up, getting on my knee and helping her pull up her shorts. I then stood up, looking down as i got to buttoning them. Lola was looking down also watching my hands move, her curls falling. I lifted my head to look back up at her, realizing her eyes were already set on mine. Our lips barely inches away and she brushed her nose against mine taking the space away even more. I closed my eyes waiting for her next move, her next touch, but she started to slowly part away from me to speak.

"Bil-" lola started to sympathize but i cut her off.

"Stop being shy" i gripped her waist which made a small gasp leave her lips. "Do it. Kiss me. Just like you did last night."

Lola stared up at me and furrowed her eyebrows with big eyes. I thought back to last night as she stood in hesitation. She was behind me. She couldn't bring herself to make the first move while she looked into my eyes. She didn't trust herself.

"Look me in the eyes and kiss me." I told her. I stared straight into her eyes, feeling her let herself go some as she took a breath in. my hands firmly on her waist.

"You don't have to be nervous around me..." I let my thumb caress her cheek softly, taking in her soft skin.

Lola reached her hands up to cup my face as she pushed her lips to mine. I let her take control of my mouth, my hands wrapped around her lower back holding her into me. She moved her lips so gently tasting every part. When she started to pull back we both held a smile to each other.

"mhm that's it mama" i praised her, my smile never leaving my lips.

"Was that good?" She moved her arms around my neck, swaying a little bit, her little smile still curled on her lips. I held her into my body, taking everything about her in. just being with her.

"Nah, way better than good"

✩

Lola had left in the uber i sent her back home in a while ago and i had spent all morning by myself.

Which I didn't get to do very often.

Mom and dad were out running errands and I was cutting up some mango for a fruit salad. I chose not to wear pants today. Not becase i was home alone but becase it was my day off and i can do whatever the fuck i want, so I rocked in my underwear and a big shirt. I heard the front door start to open, mom and dad couldn't possibly be back yet so the only other person it could be was finneas.