not a single kiss

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i think about you nonstop
even when i'm having the time of my life...
or when i should be anyway.
but the truth is i can't enjoy anything,
not without you there.
and no matter how hard i try to convince myself
that i don't love you...
that i'm not in love with you...
it doesn't work.
i know you're not in love with me.
you don't allow yourself to get to that stage.
that's okay.
it hurts, but it's okay.
but knowing that makes it so hard for me to be honest...
i want to shout to the world
that i'm in love with you
that i want to spend forever with you
that i cant imagine life without you
that it breaks my heart that you don't feel the same.
it hurts.
it really does.
i just hope you're lying about not loving me.
just like how i'm lying about not loving you.
because the truth is i've never loved anyone like this.
and all this without a single kiss.
all this from your smile.
all this from your words.
and not a single kiss.

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