~Euphoria~💜

My last dance

                  Taehyung's pov

After that scene that happened in school, I just walked back to where I call home.It felt unusual to be walking back home alone.Normally even when my sister didn't go to school I would go back with Lisa even if we had arguments.But this time she had to go on a date with THE PLAYBOY. And that is not the worst thing! The worst is that she called me a loser and she is suppose to be my best friend...she just betrayed me because of that jerk. I was just trying to protect her....
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I laid on my bed as i stared blankly at the ceiling of my bedroom.I never thought that my friendship with lisa would have been such a mess just because of  a stupid playboy.It's only been two days ever since i found out that lisa started dating jungkook,but things have seriously been a mess.How is it that this boy just appears in our lives and suddenly everything goes bad? Unless....

I slowly sat up as i groaned slightly from the pain I felt in my back and my stomach.Not only was training getting harder and harder(since i am the leader now)but that stupid jungkook turns out to not only be a playboy but also a jerk. I won't be surprised if he was the one who turned Lisa against me! I wanted to let all my frustration and anger out but i honestly didn't know how.I didn't want to burden my sister even more since she was already helping me with all this leader that i should be doing but i clearly don't know how to since everything was so sudden.And the only other way that i have tried...was dance.
~Flashback~
"Why aren't you going with us?"I asked lisa as she was packing her bag.

Everyone was getting ready to eat dinner together to celebrate our success( I don't know to phrase it like without saying that they're in a group ( a special group that you guys should know already ) .) We didn't all have to go since it wasn't compulsory but who wouldn't want to go for the dinner.These dinners were filled with the best food and we were allowed to do anything we wanted in beakhyun's other house.Which was filled with anything u can think of as fun.But for some reason lisa said that she wasn't going and that she was going to spend her time at the hangout instead.

"Tae,I just don't feel like going this time."Lisa replied.

"Then at least tell me why you would prefer to go to our hangout."

"Fine.You know how i told u that i used to be in a dance crew back when i was still in thailand?"

"Yeah."

"Well,that's what i'm going to do dance.I know it's weird,why only start dancing again now when i've been here for months already right?"

"You literally took the words out of my mouth."I stated making both of us chuckle.

"I met my old dance friend recently.Well I didn't really meet him like i just saw him on the street.Anyway I just started thinking you know,I wanted to be a professional dancer last time but because of being part of this i thought i wouldn't have a chance to become one in the future anymore.But I what if i can?"

"What do u mean by that?"

"I mean there's no guaranteeing that i'll be a part of this forever so what about after this.If i don't stop dancing now maybe once we can stop hiding i would still have a chance to fulfill my dream."

"And what if there's no stopping us from hiding what if this lifestyle of ours doesn't end until we die or until we get old.What are you going to do then?"

"It doesn't matter i'm happy when i'm dancing i can express my feelings through it and i know even if...we can't stop hiding i won't regret spending the free time that i have dancing."

"Is it that fun to dance?"

"It is tae,maybe u could try it?"

"I don't think that's a good idea Lisa i really have never danced before."