Smut and magic.

Sorry.

I haven't updated in like, what, a month?

Ive just been having some stuff going on and I can't get my mind to think. My brain's just too sad.....im too sad.

I've been letting my heart speak for once and it blew it.

I tried with a boy, the same thing happened with him, just like last year, I tried something but it turned out terrible. Just like last year with a boy named Patrick. At least I think it was last year...

I don't remember much, all I know is that he stood up to me in front of the whole class. Like, got up an yelled at me. Just like this time.....

I tried, I really did. I guess I just should go back to my regular self: The silent, dark thinking, always reading books, but sometimes social person, likes hoods and dark purple. Pretty much my character. Violet Sorcerer...

I might not update for a while. My friends give me comfort, so I maybe will update soon. But I've run out of ideas. I can't even bring myself to draw something happy, like the drawing I was suppose to make for my friend Caitlin, as a surprise, but I guess you already know since she reads this. It was going to be us, like, fighting the ender dragon or something. I was going to think of it as a draw, like I always do.

Also, happy early b-day to me! ^_^

November 26 2001...

Yeah. So.....

Uhh......

HONK :0)