(11 am)
Nick has ne crushing on Edwin for a year and half, he still hasn't confessed and hasn't planned to until currently Edwin has been talking about a potential girlfriend named Isabelle. Nick felt stuck at this moment when Edwin just left his room questioning weather right now was the right time to ask Isabelle out or not. Nick gave a simple respond regarding the topic, "whenever your gut tells you it's time, do it?", was his answer.
Edwin just thanked Nick for the advice and left the room. His heart telling him to run out the door and stop Edwin from confessing but the other half is saying 'don't ruin a long lasting friendship'. Nick sat contemplating on his bed, hoping that all the confidence in his body forms together to get up and stop him. Right before he stopped thinking and gradually got up, he heard the front door close.
Nick sighed heavily, already knowing that this was going to happen, weather he got up or not. Nick let his body fall back and lay in silence ,knowing that Edwin is going to comback cuffed and the non-existent plans of telling him about his feeling were long gone.
Nick layed in bed all day, so did the other members in there room so no need to suspect that anything going on in Nick's room.
(6:39 pm)
The front door slammed close and keys giggled loudly. Nick sat their playing fortnite not bothering to pay any mind to his crush walking in with any answer that Isabelle gave him. Nick stared at the screen of the TV bluntly while his room door swung open to reveal a happy Edwin.
"Hey, Nick" Edwin said closing the door. He walked to Nick pulling the video game headset from his ears.
"Nick I did it, I told her" Edwin said with a unknown normality. Nick breathed in slowly and sighed.
"That's great Ed" Nick said pausing the game to grab his head set. It was in his hand before Edwin snatched it away , causing Nick to turn around to Edwin who was kneeling on his bed behind him.
"Give me the headset" Nick said strictly causing Edwin to brust out laughing at Nick's seriousness.
"Now you know that not how you ask?" Edwin laughing moving backwards on the bed further from Nick spot. Nick quick pouches up to get head set and Edwin moved swiftly away off the bed.
"Edwin, I'm not playing with you" Nick said nonchantly.
"Oh, Nick but im playing with you" Edwin chuckled. Nick got of the bed and lugged himself at Edwin who their the now controller and headset he grabbed while getting off the bed back on the bed. Nick and Edwin both looked at the two devices and Edwin made a run for it. In the mist of Edwin running towards the devices, Nick grabbed the waistband Edwin's jeans pulling him backwards while Nick moved forward.
Edwin hopped on Nick's back before he was able to grab the devices and Nick landed belly first on the bed. Edwin was laughing like a little kid while Nick blood was boiling at the fact that Edwin's expressing all his happiness from his new relationship on him. Edwin craddled Nick body while Nick body laid flat.
Nick grabbed Edwin from his back and pulled him by his shirt to the side of him when he was able to crawl on top of him.
Edwin breathed heavily under Nick while Nick stared down angerly. Edwin cupped Nick's face.
"Why are you mad?" Edwin teased and Nick grabbed Edwin's hands from his face and pinned them to the bed.
"Scary." Edwin made fun of Nick genuinely being annoyed. Edwin stopped a stared at Nick, cutely annoyed face like a baby throwing a fit. Edwin mouthed 'what?' to aggravate and already pissed Nick. Nick didn't answer and Edwin was getting mad because Nick was made so he attempted to get up but Nick pinning his arms down stopped him.
"What she say?" Nick asked straightforwardly. Edwin smirked. Nick didn't know but Edwin knew clear as day that Nick liked him. Edwin practically sees Nick getting jealous and possessive day by day with members. Edwin doesn't know if he'll accept Nick's confession if he did confess but it was helping if he didn't say for himself. All Edwin wanted to hear was the he liked him, and Edwin not the one to beg for it so he made a plan to get Nick to say. Starting with Isabelle as the choosen love interest. Edwin wasn't being evil, he was being direct. Edwin was accepting of Nick in any form and the fact that he could hide something like this didn't make him feel sorry but betrayed and honestly stupid for not figuring it out early. Edwin tried to spark the conversation plenty of times and Nick ignored it so he figured this was the only way.
"Let go and I'll tell you" Edwin said lowly and instinctly Nick let go. Edwin smiled and led upwards to whisper her response.
"She said she wanted me from the day see seen me" Edwin teased and Nick couldn't believe what he heard that all he could do was remain speechless. Nick heart dropped, he felt a pain he has never felt before. Nick did hesitate to get off of Edwin.
"What, your not happy for me? , she actually likes me. I though you would cheer me on" Edwin said. Nick looked at the floor hesitantly, scared that if he saw Edwin's he'll cry.
"She told me that she wants to go out with me…." Edwin irked on seeing as Nick reaction wasn't giving me 'telling' look but a 'im going go hide my feeling again' look.
"She told me how ,she would love to be with me but their was a person ,she was pretty sure loves me more than she ever could" Edwin finished. Nick face lifted a little and Edwin's hand on his chin pushed it up further.
"...and that person continues to stand next me, hiding all his feelings because he was scared that…" Edwin continued looking Nick in the eyes.
"This" Edwin said point at Nick and himself "...would happen like how it would use to" Nick knew then the truth. Nick figured at this moment that Edwin must've knew before all this.
"What is this?" Nick questioned Edwin's actions.
"Are you playing with me?" Nick asked not seeing the message that Edwin was trying to show him. "Did you do all this for me to feel stupid, for me to look like a broken hearted fool" Nick said almost angerly.
"I did this because I feel stupid" Edwin said the same amount of agression. "Because I talk to you about everything and everybody , yet when I talking to a female like Isabelle she has to tell me that you look like you fell in love me. Isabelle knew from the beginning yet she could be sure so she told me of a way to get where you are" Edwin said.
"And don't blame me for what your feeling because you let yourself suffer sliently while I sat their unbothered. You could've told me? You could've told me anything and everything, yet you though that I would drop you as a friend if I liked. Do you think I feel good knowing that when I was talking about her here and their that I was making you feeling like crap" Edwin argued, making Nick feel bad for making Edwin feel like a bad bestfriend.
"I...I didn't mean to.." Nick shuttered.
"No ,I don't like it" Edwin said.
"I didn't now how you would take it, I really didn't want to ruin our friendship" Nick said confidentlh moving forward.
"Gosh, Nick you weren't going to ruin anything. I could've like you" Edwin said making Nick freeze in his step. "I could've gave us a shot, instead of making you go threw hell talking to females while your heartbreak" Edwin said nonchantly like he didn't just give Nick a chance.
"Communication is key Nick, damn" Edwin said ruffling his locks. Edwin huffs in disbelief of Nick's behavior while Nick brain is circulating the idea that Nick would give him a shot.
"So you would give us and shot" Nick said snapping Edwin out of his thoughts. Edwin smiled nervously trying to recall the statement that would give idea of a relationship.
" I mean , I fairly new to any relationship, I don't want to….rush you know" Edwin laughed awkwardly which gave Nick the impression that Edwin is questionable of not only Nick and him but a boy and boy.
"I don't even know anything about any of that" Edwin said laughing to avoid seriousness.
"I can teach you, exactly what do when you want" Nick said happily causing Edwin heart rate to pick up.
"I can show you right now" Nick joked seeing Edwin reaction to the sugguestion.
Edwin laughed awkward and moved away from Nick nervously. "Can we talk about this later, you know like when I ready, hahaha" Edwin felt his body heat up and about to collapse. Nick moved closer making Edwin freeze weakly under Nick stares. Nick moved closer and wrapped his arms around Edwin's waist making Edwin gulped heavily. "Yup" Nick responded. Edwin felt Nick's breathe of his neck in the hug that Nick was going in for a quickly jumped out of it.
"Ok, talk later, yeah" Edwin said zooming out of the room and shutting the door. Nick giggled at Edwin's behavior and went back to playing his video game. While Edwin leaned against wall outside Nick door , breathing heavily.
"What did I just do, is he going to be like this the whole time, huff?" Edwin said to himself before he scrambled to getto his room.
