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"Herb, you stupid." I laughed
"Yo I'm just saying shorty had me messed up." He said
"So how you been?" I asked
He shrugged "I've been doing good honestly, this rapping shit really going good for me."
I nodded "You always wanted to it, I'm happy for you."
"Thanks D, what bout you?"
"I'm doing good."
He nodded "I see that, witcha girl and shit."
I smiled "Yeah I'm happy."
"I could tell... even though you was supposed to be with me." He mumbled the last part but I heard him
"Herb don't get pettty." I punch his shoulder playfully
He laughed "I'm just playing shorty but how she treating you?"
"She treats good, your still over protective I see."
He nodded "I wouldn't be a good friend if I wasn't."
I smiled "So what about you, any relationship?"
He shook his head "Nah, I'm chilling."
I raised a eyebrow "Chilling? You must mean you've been fucking somebody new every night."
He laughed "You think you know me."
I laughed "Because I do, seven years of friendship."
He bit his lip and nodded "Yeah... seven years."
Jasmine 8:43 p.m.
"You alright? You need anything?" Brandon asked over facetime
I shook my head "No I don't need anything, I'm okay."
But deep down I really wasn't. I missed Zya so much.
"Alright well let me know if you need anything or carving any food."
I nodded "I will."
"I love you."
"Mhm." I hung up the phone
I know when I say that when we're on the phone it hurts his feelings but don't love him. I care about him and wouldn't want anything bad to happen to him but I don't love him, not the way I love Zya. I know I messed up and I swear if I could take it all back I would. I wished I could just go back and start over. Me and Zya would still be together and probably raising this child together.
I scrolled down to my call log and tapped on her name and number. It went straight to voicemail. Knowing I'm probably going to get the same thing if I called again, I just sat my phone down and cried my self to sleep.
I hate this but this is all my fault.
Zya 9:47 p.m.
I unlocked my phone and seen jasmine called me.
I sighed and sat it down on the table
"You okay?" Tyla asked coming out of the kitchen
"Yeah, I'm fine."
She sat down next to me "No your not, tell me wassup."
"Jasmine just keep calling."
"It's probably about the human inside of her stomach."
I shook my head "Trust me, it's not. She miss me but I just.."
"You can't forgive her yet which is understandable."
I sighed "This shit is stressful as hell."
She chuckled "It's going to get better, soon you'll know what to do between you two."
I nodded and looked at her "You give advice, we'll you know how to make me feel better."
"Well ain't thats what bestfriends are for?"
I nodded and stared at her. I knew what I was about to do would be wrong but it just feel right to do at the moment.
I leaned in and brought my lips to hers. Surprisingly she kissed me back, I moved on top of her as her back was laid on the sofa. She moved her hands up to my face asked tongues moved in sync.
But she pulled out of the kiss and put her hand on my stomach pushing me back.
"Zya we need to stop." She said
"What you mean? Why?"
"Because this would only lead to sex and confusion and I don't want that."
I moved off of her. I didn't want to admit it but she was right.
"Listen, you just got out of a relationship and you love jasmine. I just don't want her feel any type of way."
I sighed "You right."
She flipped her hair but before she could say it, i did.
"I'm always right." I mocked
We both laughed
"Everything is going to be okay Zya just give it some time."
I nodded
"I gotta go but I'll text or call me if you need anything." She walked towards the door
"Wait, you still wanna be cool and shit?" I followed behind her
She nodded "Girl I told you, you stuck with me."
I laughed and gave her a hug before she walked out.
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OH! DRAMA IS COMINGGGG!
This a little short chapter but the next one will be long.
I also need this book to go up like the other one so if you can just share it or some shit.
