三十八
usually food is the source of delight for most people, but chenle didn't know how to feel
he felt disgusted with himself, he felt like he was fat if he ate, it was a never ending cycle - he could handle drinking fluids like soup or water but not actual food
maybe if he had restricted himself a bit more his parents wouldn't have turned out to be like what they were
chenle was staring into space, eyes brimming with tears
'hey, hey hyung you good?'
'i-i dont want to e-eat, sorry f-for wasting your m-money'
jisung frowned, knowing something was off
'hey it's all good'
jisung thought for a second
'how about for every bite you take, you can exchange for kissies, hm?'
chenle contemplated this deal for a bit, before slowly picking up the metal chopsticks and bringing some of the tteokbokki to his mouth - instantly moaning in delight
'hell this is good'
'i know le, that's why i brought you here'
jisung chuckled at his hyung's adorableness
'now you gotta keep count of how many bites you have - no cheating'
'of course, how could i not take up an offer like this? this is like a one in a life-time opportunity'
'hm we'll see about that'
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^^why is like some of that idk relatable?
anxiety sucks ass lol
and it's worse when your parents think you're a joke :?
xo
