My Best Friend's Ex (Edited)

Part 7 (edited)

EMMA

It's Los Angeles, California, there has to be apartments available.

So wrong.

So incredibly wrong.

There is nothing.

That is why I'm sitting in a small U-Haul truck, staring at a huge house, while Logan jabbers in my ear about how he could still make room in his place. As nervous and uneasy as I feel right now, I don't think I could stay at Logan's, even though he would try to make it as comfortable as possible.

"This place seems pretty far from campus." Logan looks around, assessing the area. "Nice neighborhood though."

"It's not far. It's actually a quick jump onto the highway straight to campus, and the hospital is close too."

"Em, are you sure about this? You haven't seen him in a year. He could be—"

I place my hand on Logan's arm and turn toward him in the truck. "Logan, what's the real issue? Why don't you want me to live here?"

He links his hand with mine and plays with the connection as he looks down at it. "I don't know this guy, Emma. What if . . ." Logan pauses and takes a deep breath. "What if he tries to drive some kind of wedge between us? You're one of my very best friends, Em. This is our last semester. I want to spend as much time with you as I possibly can and I don't want some dickhead I don't know trying to ruin that. I don't want to lose us."

Immediately my heart crumbles into pieces from his confession. I cup his face and say, "Logan, that could never happen. Colby is not that kind of guy. I promise."

He lets out a long breath and asks, "Are you sure you don't want to stay with me? We've shared a bed before, I'm not opposed to doing it again."

"Nice try." I lean over and kiss his cheek. "Nothing is going to happen to our friendship. I care about you way too much. These last few months are important to me. I want to spend as much time with you and Adalyn as I can before our lives turn from practice to a reality. Also I've known him long enough to know he would never do that."

"So I can come over and broody eyes isn't going to kick me out?"

"Broody eyes?" I laugh out loud, tilting my head back. "He does not have broody eyes."

"Please, he has the whole broody eyes thing down. I saw how he was looking at you from across the bar. It's how he won Adalyn over so quickly. She was practically licking the bar counter while you were talking to him."

"She was not." I laugh some more over how ridiculous Logan sounds. "He is not going to stop you from hanging out with me. I promise. He's a pretty cool guy, Logan. You two might actually really get along. Give him a chance. He's had a bit of a rough year or so. Once he gets to know you, you two will get along swimmingly."

"Swimmingly?" He quirks his lip to the side. "Not sure about that, but whatever."

"Thank you." I pull the keys from the ignition and say, "Come on, let's unload the five boxes I have so I can get to studying."

"Always opening the books. That's my girl." Trustworthy Logan, I adore the guy. He's always there for me when I need him.

I step out into the chilly Saturday afternoon air and quickly zip up my jacket. The weather has been decent all week but the day I have to move, it's scattered rain and nipple-tightening cold.

Before I head to the back of the truck, I take in the area, very well kept, making it seem like the perfect little place to live, a house I would never have pictured Colby living in. Seems almost odd, like a family belongs here . . .

Oh my God.

A family.

My heart feels like it falls out of my chest as my brain starts connecting the dots. This place, this neighborhood, it's meant for a family, a family planned on having. The family he lost. My breathing starts to pick up, my throat closing in, just as Colby pops out of the main doors, hands tucked in his pockets as he approaches, a small smile on his face.

"Need some help?"

I push back the tears that want to fall for my friend and nod, knowing words won't form right now.

Colby starts to walk past me to the back of the truck when he stops right in front of me and lifts my chin so I'm forced to make eye contact. Please don't see my sorrow; please don't see the pain I feel for your loss.

"What's wrong?" he asks, way too perceptive.

"Uh, nothing. Just chilly." I sniff.

He studies me, looking between my eyes, searching for answers. The intensity is almost too intense. I can't let it break my walls or disintegrate me under his light touch.

"Is everything okay over there?" Logan calls from behind the truck, pulling both our gazes toward him.

I shake Colby off and nod as I head back to the truck to start unloading.

"Just cold, that's all."

Not buying it, Logan whispers, "Did he fucking say something to you?"

"What?" I ask, surprised. "No, of course not. I just . . ." I lean forward and say, "I thought of something, I'll tell you later."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

Putting on a bright smile, even though it feels like there is a battle of emotions warring inside me, I start unloading, watching Colby lift two boxes at a time, Logan following right behind him. Thankful for two strong men helping me, I lift a sitting chair my grandma gave me that I repurposed and follow them both into the house. We walk in his where I'm greeted by a black fireplace off to the right in the living room and a huge kitchen.