I find that I am too weak to be in love
it's taken so much to write about how
your arms make me fly and the softness of your hairI no longer feel conviction in these declares
the world keeps spinning me round and round it's rotation oblivious to my fragility till my head falls off my shoulders
it's getting harder to hold
myself upto pull my body soaked with
despair and exhaustion from the
murky depths of self destructionI slip between my own fingers
don't feel like a solid structurerather a puddle evaporating under the
merciless suncan't even pull a glass of water to my lips just let the dehydration stick
is it too late to kill my bad habits?to start living rather than surviving
feel the grass tickle my feet while I run
to nowhere the trees a green blur in my
peripherals skimming the tips of my fingers over their rough bark
letting nettles scrape my ankles and cling to my clothing run run run as though my feet can lift themselves into the air like when I was youngthis dreamless life
always fighting
I'm tired
so tiredlet me be alive again.
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Poetrya collection of poems about ideas and people and feelings that never leave my mind