mind over matter

us

I'm not sure how to love you
you've been getting drunk a lot
and asking me to stay
with you just a little longer

so I'm your sunshine it seems
I'm half awake more often than not
and in my eyes blurry is this silent sunrise while I'm comfortable because silence is our custom
and comfort is home as
home is the sad elephant
we don't ever talk about

I was his little girl and now I'm yours

by default I believe I'll never be enough are you too big or am I too small

we're the masters of avoidance
I'm telling you it's all in my head

everyone's broken about something

what does that mean for us
am I mistaken is this a pattern
I'm avoiding is this me filling a void
am I running away again ignoring my soul recoiling

I learned anger
I learned chaos
arrogance
spoils me I'm rotten when

I stop feeling my words and theirs

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