let me burn
orange peels in declaration
of our love
and when i whisper it
into your ear with my cold hands cupped around it or
tell you to hurt me
because i don't think i deserve painless love or gentle kisses
or how the tangy smell
rose into the air and the fire ate away at the skin
like a metaphor for
whatever the fuck I've been keeping secret at dawn
and sinfully alone in my room an existence without you
i just want reassurance that you won't call me a freak
or push me away
or maybe that you'll do just that i don't know myself anymore at least not in the daylight
and certainly not
in my reflection i want you to promise me that life's uncertainties don't make it pointless
that coffee will mean
something to me again and
my mother doesn't regret me like i regret myself
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mind over matter
Poetrya collection of poems about ideas and people and feelings that never leave my mind