Coward Love

chapter 7

 
                         (Lisa p.o.v)

As soon as I hopped out of the car, I walk up a little and sit on the ground, the emotion I was holding began to roll down in form of tears I brash it off immediately I don't want my best friend to saw it, I gaze at her and she was talking to someone she smile and gesture me to stay where I'm right now so, I just nodded

After she was done she approached holding the beers and sat beside me
I was just looking at nothing while lot of scenario is playing inside my head seulgi elbow me, I glance at her and she handed me a bottle of beer so I gladly take it

"Well! wanna talk about it?" She subtly asked while sipping on her drink, I just shook my head for now I just wanted to stay quiet

She nod and didn't utter a word,
It's my first tryout and was very reluctant to bring it on my lips but........

'What are you? How dare you touch me? Do you even know what you are where you came from?'

I shut my eyes and clenched my jaw, the sting pain overwhelmed my heart I tighten my grip on the beer bottle and swing it up to my lips, just as the liquid touch my lips I almost throw up, it test horrible but I chunk it in one draught, it burns my throat as it goes down

Seulgi just tap my shoulder and won't say anything, just as I flutter open my eyes I couldn't control my Tears, it flows like a river and I didn't bother to stop it either, I let it rolled as if it will washed away the pain I heard seulgi heaving a sigh but choose not to talk, she understand me A lot more than I can assumed

We continue drinking I don't count the number of bottle that I emptied seulgi never utter a word during our drinking session, I'm already drunk and its already dawn, I lay down my head looking at the sky and seulgi follow me and I'm ready to talk

"Seul you know! (hik) You can't impose your love in someone's hearts (hik) no matter how much you try" I feel like my voice echoing and I smile at my new experience

"I know right" She blubber her voice rasping  barely opening her eyes same goes to me I blink my eyes while smiling blankly

"You get what you love, treasure it seul (hik), treasure it" I mumbled while hiccuping, she sat up causing her to rock a little bit

"Limario" She began to sob, perhaps it's about me and my distressed life,

Awww... Seul...!

"You know what irene is sometimes so bossy" Ehh I thought she was crying because she pities me but no? it's because of irene

"Yahh! Seul talk about me man" I squeak, She stop as if she wasn't sobbing a minute before

"Okay!" She mumbled and cried again I don't know what's going on

"Limario! I never had sex with irene" Aish I'll kill you seulgi Bear

"Stop! Stop! Stop!" I half yelled and she did stop

"Seul I'm sad because Jennie hurts me and here you're talking about you and irene not having sex yet" I'm annoyed my best friend is not pitying me

"Aish don't be so pathetic limario I'll kill you stop being pathetic, it won't do good I love you and I want you to forget what happened earlier" Yeah she's right I shouldn't be pathetic

"But I want you to cry for me" I was already sniffing

"Alright! Limarioooooooo....!" She wept again but on the serious note seulgi was right, dwelling on the pain will do no good

"Suel I'll loved her the way some people are to be loved from a distance” I said seriously, she smile and tap on my shoulder

"Don't ruined yourself because of her buddy I know how much you love her however you should think about your family too" She reminds me