Coward Love

chapter 20

                        (Jisoo p.o.v)

After jendukie follow the love of her life I sighed and went to moms room
I promise my baby sister to sort out everything not knowing if the park's family will be agreeing with me or not

I open the door and saw mom sleeping peacefully, after the second attack wendy explained that if this occurs again then mom will be in critical condition, I sat next to my mother on her bed while holding her hand

"Mom" I called her softly, she open her eyes and I smile at her

"What's wrong sweetie?" Mom voice was just above whispered, I need to tell mom calmly to make her understand and not to get panic

"Mom I'll tell you something but promise me you'll listen to me first before you say something" I requested, she then smile and nod at me

"Tell me what's bothering you" I rubbed her palm and started explaining

"Mom jendukie has someone she loves" I told her along with a sigh, earning a widen eyes from mom in surprise  "please mom just listen to me first okay" I remind her she just wet her lips and nodded in anticipation

"So that someone name is Lisa, Lisa love jendukie since they were in high school, and when jendukie feels the same, she moves to Australia so they never got a chance to meet again" I sighed and glanced at mom she's listening to me attentively so I continue Telling her what just happened today

"What do mean Jennie follow her? what about the engagement? It's already in the news that the Kim corporation daughter will engage to park what'll people think? what about ours and park reputation they have the largest prestigious hotel here in Korea and...an- " Mom began to panicked so I hug her and squeeze her hand slightly while rubbing her arms to calm her

"Relax mom I told you not to get worried right? Listen to me mom please, and here's the deal the news didn't specifically tell that who's the Kim daughter right?" Mom nod her head and pull the hug and move a little the pursed my lips before telling the deal

"I'll get engaged on behalf of Jendukie" There I told mom but my heart is about to explode in anticipation

"That means you're willing to get engaged on behalf of Jennie?" Mom asked with a hint of doubt, I bob my head while hanging my head low

"Provided if they agree on it and if not we need to call off the engagement by bringing some issues," I confessed then mom squeeze my hand to get my attention when I look up she's getting teary, I stood up and hugged her

"My chu is now a big sister huh? I love you sweetie but what about your someone will you be ready to sacrifice your love too?" Mom asked me toning down her voice fill with sadness, I smile because it was just a made up someone who doesn't exist in my world

I pulled off the hug and smile at mom
"Mom actually I don't have someone its was just made up story" I honestly replied causing my mom chuckled

"But how will you sort out things with Mr.park and her daughter" Mom must be more than worried and I need to call Mr.park and chaeng and tell them the truth

I still have no idea about what will be their reaction I don't know if chaeng will agree to it or not but I have to be honest now and no more mind games

After I explain to mom, I call chaeng told her to come over with Mr.park I also informed that its an emergency she got worried and asked if it was about mom but I just assure her that it's not about mom so she said she'll be here anytime soon

I was so restless that it got me kicking on my stomach, feeling nauseous I started to pray to all the saints above, I like chaeng from the first day but my assumption started the messed, however this time I'll be honest and confessed to her and accept the consequences without any regret, at least I confessed my feelings and I let my baby sister get her love