Coward Love

chapter 42

 

Seulgi is trying to escape as she wore her pant in rush, for irene is whooping her ass with a broom

"Yah! Yahhhh Kang seulgi don't you dare" She yell and chase seulgi

"Bae I'm sorry i was out of my mind" Seulgi defend herself with a pillow

"You're ruining someone's relationship do you know that?" Irene got tired so she sat on the bed and throw the broom away while slouching her shoulder and sighed heavily

It was early when seulgi open her eyes just to saw irene tapping a broomstick on her hand seulgi gulped and smile nervously before she try to run and that's when irene began to whoop her ass, while explaining what she did, seulgi she knew about it because jisoo call her early in the morning and declared about the miscarriage

Seulgi sighed and sat next to irene wrapping her hand on irene's shoulder

"Bae how long Jennie's going to hide i can't accept that what i did was wrong maybe the timing was wrong but not me i feel sorry for lisa and the baby" Seulgi explain and irene feel bad for lisa too

"Do you want to visit Jennie?" Seulgi added irene gave her a nod causing seulgi to smile and planted a soft kiss on her head

"Alright then you go visit her and I'll visit lisa as well" They both agree to meet their friend but seulgi is somewhat anxious about lisa reaction since she also knows that Jennie already had a miscarriage seulgi is certain that Lisa will be mad at her for hiding something they already promise not to but promises are meant to be broken right?

                  (Jennie p.o.v)

Remorse, guilt and broken was what i actually feel right now, i don't think i can fix this, i messed up a big-time with lisa, i don't know how to approach her the way she walk out of the room last night somehow makes me feel that she had enough of me already 

After she walk out i can't think straight so i pull out the cannula that had been fixed on my hand just then chaeng wendy and unnie came inside, blood has been dripping out of my hand but i don't care

"Jenduki" Unnie shout and run toward me wendy while hold my hand and press some cotton on the wounded part but i yank my hand and cried hard

After i calm down wendy treat me and advise me not to do something stupid that will make lisa regret more so i stop myself,

I advise them go home, unnie protest but i reassured her that i won't do anything i already ruined their wedding night and wanted to make up with them after chaeng and unnie left,  Wendy told me that she wanted to stay i argue but she refused so i just let her we didn't talk she just sit beside me and i lay down on the bed, i don't know how i fall asleep coz when i wake up irene unnie jisoo unnie and chaeng was in my room i look for lisa but she's not here i sighed and shut my eyes not to let the tears escape my eyes

"Jen, are you feeling good?" Unnie asked, and i nod in response, irene rubbed my hand and look at me with empathy

"Give her sometime Jen everything will be alright" she advice when she saw that my eyes roamed around to find lisa

Chaeng bring a paper bag and put it on my bed while unnie open and took out a sandwich with a bottle of juice and gave it to me but i refuse to eat as i don't have any appetite,

"Jenduki you need to eat now you've to look after mom too you can't just act like that, mom has been calling me asking about your whereabouts i lied coz i can't tell the truth i don't want to lose mom these early" she lectured and exhaled tiredly, i know everyone will be disappointed, the damage has been done either they've to forgive me or ignored me, no other option nor choice is left