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(Hit me with the lights out - Dylan Gardner)

(Y/N)'s pov

I can't stop thinking about that night 3 days ago. I've acted like I've forgotten about the kiss but I don't know. I barely know him as in I've only known him for almost a week now. I mean we do talk more other, like I do know him but. Ughhhhh. If I tell Mason, he might kill me or even him or both. Why did I kiss him back? God, I wonder what is he thinking. I mean the past 3 days has been pretty chill, tension hasn't rise but some parts it's has. When we're in a room together on our own, talk about relationships and when the boys tease one of us to do something flirtatious to a stranger or even each other.

I should just ignore it for now. If something does happen or come up it can be resolved maturely, I mean we're all adults . Some of us at least.

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Eric's pov

God. I can't stop thinking about that's night 3 days ago. Does she even remember? Why did stoner me kiss her? I normally know what I'm doing but I guess love does crazy things... Love? NAHHH more like a crush. People do crazy things for a crushes attention. I'm an idiot, but my god I can't stop looking at her. Dammit Mason! Why do you have to make it difficult with the whole "I'll kill you if you fuck her" thing.

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3rd person

"(Y/N)!" Mason dragged out her name in a whiney tone.

"What do you want, Mason?" She questioned.

"I'm bored as fuck cunt, so tell me. Are you in any relationships?" The child lays upside down on the sofa.

The girl falls silent and thinks of a reply.

"Ohhh, the she male falls silent." Mason teases.

"Oh shut up, and no I'm in no relationship but I don't have an eye on someone." (Y/N) hints on the idea of one.

"Ohhhh, please tell me I wanna know!" Mason prys.

(Y/N) thinks for a mere moment.

"Okay, I'm not saying who it is but we did kiss and he has beautiful eyes but u don't think we can be together." The girl admits vaguely.

Mason gasps and leans closer.

"Tell me who!" Mason demands like a spoilt child.

"No! Mason you nosy cunt, let me be!" She pleads.

The childish male continues.

"Oh come on (Y/N)! You're like my sister, we can tell each other anything. I'll tell you what I did last night!" He begs further and wiggles his brows.

(Y/N) finally gives into Mason's constant begging.

A sigh leaves her lips.

"It's Eric..." She whispers loud enough so Mason can hear.

Mason's eyes widen and a mischievous grins forms on his face but before he could say anything (Y/N) quickly goes defensive mode.

"It was only a kiss, it wasn't supposed to end up like this it. We were both really fucking high and I wasn't in the right mind set. I mean, yeah his eyes are beautiful but everyone has something attractive about them. And you said during the podcast if anyone of the misfits have sex with me, you'll kill them. Like yeah I'm like your sister but I am older too, I'm older then you but like I will keep a distance but like ughhh. " (Y/N) rambles trying to find excuses for what happened three nights ago.

In the distance, Eric stands still eavesdropping into their conversation but hearing what (Y/N) said about the kiss, kills him inside and retreats back into his room. Not wanting to hear more.

Mason laughs which forces confused (Y/N) to fall silent.

" What? " She speaks up.

" Did you really think, I'll hurt one of the misfits if they were in bed with ya? You're fucking retarded cunt, I don't care. You're a grown woman for fuck sakes." Mason admits letting out his final chuckles.

"Bruh, so I've been worried for days for no reason..." (Y/N) says in disbelief.

"Yeah cunt. I mean yeah, I would be concerned cuz you're both my friends but fuck cunt, do what ya want." Mason consoles his sis.

"Well thanks I guess for your approval? Guess I can actually confront him about that night? I dunno." (Y/N) somewhat asks.

"(Y/N), you do you but I'm gonna go back to my room and take a shower, I fucking smell."

The two say their goodbyes but (Y/N) sits on the couch still inquiry of what her further actions should be.

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(Y/N) pov

I could just wait it out... What is wrong with me. Damn I'm so fucking conflicted. This is really messing with my head, I should go talk with Eric... Should I? Nahhh. Or? Ahh for fuck sake, imma just make tea or something and think about it later..

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Eric's pov

"It was only a kiss." Her words keep playing in my head for some reason. I mean yeah, I don't even know her personally but like I kinda wanna. What did I fucking do that? I'm such a fucking idiot, what the fuck?
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I guess I just have to forget and try get this crush out of my head. I mean, it's just chemicals and hormones making me feel attracted to her so.. Yeah.. God, I'm definitely going to have some weed tonight for sure..

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Sorry for the kinda late ish update, was just trying to think of where this story should go.

I'm in art class rn lol. I'm such a sad art student fuck.

Anyways, good morning.

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