dear diary ft. ahn yujin ✓

11

"You may discharge, Kang Minhee."

I feel excited as the doctor Lee says that.

"Yujin, wait for me. I gonna meet you."mumbled myself.

My father going to pay the bills while mother and I keep waiting at lobby.

"Mother, did Yujin at home on this time?"asked me.

Her expression changed and it's look like she's sad.

"Son, I wanna tell you something."that makes me try to focused what my mother tried to say something to me.

"Ahn Yujin died at the day you're got operation."

"She's your donor. She's donate her own heart for you without her parents permission."

"She's didn't got being saved by doctor Lee because she's lost a lot of blood."

I shook my head as I heard everything about Yujin from my mother.

"No, it's can't be."

No, I can't believe this.

"Minhee-ah. I hope this is just a rumor but it's truth and you must accept it."

My tears started fall across my cheeks.

"Minhee, honey let's go. We will visit Yujin's funeral."

As our way to get there, I turned my silence mode.

I just can't believe.

"Minhee, we're here."said my father.

I got off from the car and saw Wonjin and the other.

"Minhee, we're sorry."said Eunsang that makes me smile a little.

"It's okay, Eunsang-ah."replied me as smile a little bit.

Maybe you can say it's a sweet smile but you didn't what happened inside of my heart.

I visited her funeral.

Ahn Yujin (안유진)
1 Sep 2003 - 1 Dec 2018

"Yujin-ah, why do you need to leave me alone at here?"

"Why do you need to wasting your life by donating your heart to me?"

"Why? Why, Yujin? Why?"

I'm started crying and blamed me on this situation.

Yujin doesn't deserve this.

"Minhee."

My head turned up to see who's owner of the voice and it's Wonjin.

He hand me a book.

"This is Yujin's diary. She want to you keep it."said Wonjin.

I hold it.

I open and see her first page.

First of all to who's read this diary,
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for leaving you all without saying a proper goodbye.
Especially Minhee.
I want to you know that I really fckin' love you.

~ ahnyujin :D

Even this is just a short message but it's really meant to me.

"I'm fool."

Tbc...