y/n's pov:
"hey baby?" i called out for mattia, he didn't answer, like he hasn't been answering or talking to me for the past week. i go up to him; "how about we do something?" i say as he looks up to me. "what?" he asks.
"let's go on a date" i smile as he giggles, "no right not mamas" he mumbled looking to his x-box. i sighed, "but why! we haven't been on a date since we started dating." i groaned it had been 8 months since.
"okay okay fine" he said shutting the x-box off as he got up, we walked outside as we decided to go to his dads restaurant. "hey papa" he smiled at his dad as he greeted me. "how's my favorite daughter in law!" he smiled at me hugging me. mattia smiled looking away to the restaurant.
"i'm doing good. and not yet! mattia hasn't asked yet!" i smiled as he giggled. "i'm sure he will" he said patting mattias back. i chuckled looking down. we went to our table as we began to order. "hey tia" the girl waitress said. "steph! hey" he smirked at her. wow. there goes my confidence.
i chuckled looking down, again. he ordered and i ordered. our food came minutes later. she winked at him leaving me looking at the food. he didn't talk. he didn't even look at me. he took his phone out beginning to look through it. i sighed eating quietly. we ate quickly as we left.
"if you didn't want to go out you should've told me" i mumbled as he grabbed the steering wheel. "i tried to" he chuckled. i nodded. "yeah like you've been trying this past week" i sighed looking out the window. "what's your problem?" he asked me making me gulp.
"nothing mattia" i said, "take me home" i whispered. seconds later we were at my house. i looked over to him. my lip quivered, "maybe we should take a break" i said as he looked into my eyes. "well yeah" he said as he gulped. i nodded looking at him . no reaction. no nothing. tears began to threaten to leave my eyes. i can't cry in front of him.
i got off the car as tears began to drop quickly, i walked inside my house as i heard his car blast away. i walked upstairs letting my feelings out. did he not love me anymore?
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it had been a couple weeks since i last saw mattia; no calls, no texts and each day i broke more. i can't believe he never checked up on me. raindrops dropped quickly against the window as i sighed, all alone. there was a knock on the door making me jump. "who is it?" i softly asked
i opened the door, there he was, my gorgeous boy. "i'm sorry" he whispered quickly hugging me. i felt wet drops on my shoulder. yeah those aren't raindrops. "i'm so sorry for leaving you and for being a dick" he said hugging me tightly. i hugged back tighter. i love him. his wet body on mine.
he pulled away "i don't care about anything else. we can argue as much as you want. i will always want you and only you. i need you by my side always. i want you forever baby" he said grabbing my hand. his hair drenched because of the rain. "i can't live without you. i tried and i couldn't. i tried so fucking bad but you always came to mind" he gasped.
"whenever i went out i couldn't go out without thinking of you. or when i saw other girls , they weren't you. i need you. i will leave anything for you. you want my phone here" he said throwing his phone at me. "no" i giggled as tears began to drop. "i love you mattia" i said pulling him close.
"i'm glad you say that" he huffed, "i hoped you still did. " he cried. he kissed me. it was special. way more special than any other days. i felt the love and the need. "i love you so fucking much baby" he whispered. "take me back" he said kissing my forehead.
"always" i giggled kissing him.
i cry
