He knows I'm into Hentai (Vkook)

eighteen

Taehyung was pushed inside a room not so harshly but harsh enough to make him stumble and almost fall down on the floor. He giggled balancing himself, hearing the lock click after the door was slammed shut. Now sober Taehyung would have lost his shit if he was pushed and locked in a room with a stranger. But drunk Taehyung found it thrilling, looking forward to the adventure that's about to unfold. So he turned around squinting his eyes to recognise the stranger and then squeaked loudly when he realised who it was.

"Jungkookie!"

"What the hell are you doing here Taehyung?" Jungkook asked but realised Taehyung was drunk out of his mind.

"Partying. What the hell does it look like?" Taehyung said matter-of-factly.

Jungkook sighed, walking up to the drunk boy and making him sit down on the bed. He filled a glass of water that he found on the nightstand and gave it to Taehyung who refused to drink. Jungkook held Taehyung's chin forcing him to drink water so that he would be sober enough to go home. Taehyung gulped down a few sips before pushing jungkook off him and keeping the glass down.

"Who the fuck do you think you are?!" Taehyung yelled at jungkook. "You can't just leave and barge into my life! You can't keep going back and forth! Do you fucking understand!"

"What are you talking about? When have I ever left you huh?! You're the one who's always fighting with me and leaving because you can't face your goddamn problems!" 

"The fuck is that-"

"One moment you say you like me and the next you say you don't want me! I still dealt with your mood swings! Without complaining!" Jungkook yelled not giving Taehyung a chance to speak.

"So tell me Kim Taehyung, what is your problem! What do you want me to do?!"

"I want you to accept it that you like me!" Taehyung screamed feeling like he had finally come down from his high yet he was high enough to scream out the truth.

"Taehyung, will you please stop with that bullshit.." jungkook closed his eyes to control his temper.

"You know you like me." Taehyung said in low tone now. "You get jealous every time I'm with someone else. Oh c'mon jungkook! What's stopping you? What are you so afraid of?"

Jungkook looked away from Taehyung because he didn't have an answer to that question. It's true that he got jealous seeing Taehyung with jimin or jaebum or any guy that's not him. And it's also true that he is afraid. He is afraid of his own feelings. He's confused because he does not understand what he's attracted to. Is it Taehyung's body? Or is it Taehyung as himself? He could easily play with Taehyung if it's mere bodily attraction but he won't. He won't because he has seen the emotions in Taehyung's eyes. How pure they are and how genuine they are. What if jungkook can't reciprocate those emotions. What if he fails to like Taehyung for being Taehyung. What is he supposed to then? Discard him because there's no use left? Hurt him?

"Jungkook." Taehyung whispered cupping jungkook's face. "I like you jungkook."

No, I can't leave him.

"No you don't." Jungkook reached up and pulled Taehyung's hands away but Taehyung didn't let him go far. He grabbed the collar of jungkook's shirt and pulled him closer.

"I tried to forget you. B-but I can't jungkook." Taehyung's eyes brimmed with tears that Jungkook desperately wanted to vanish.

No, I can't hurt him.

"Tae.. what if I don't feel what you feel?" Jungkook whispered back, eyes holding vulnerability that Taehyung didn't like. He wanted to see them spark with mischief. The way they are supposed to. But he still felt relieved.