~•·(karmagisa)·•~fake smile

part 2

After school nagisa started to walk home, suddenly karma ran up to him and tapped him on the shoulder. Nagisa was shocked and quickly pulled the person in a head lock, karma was caught off guard and quickly was put to the ground.

Once nagisa noticed it was karma he jumped off. "Oh my God I'm so sorry karma! I thought u were someone else." Karma got up rubbing his neck "no no it's my fault for startling you besides that was a good move nagisa I didn't expect u to be the kind of person who's that strong." Nagisa helped karma up and they both started walking down the hill.

"Hey nagisa do you wanna go to my house today since the project doesn't started till tommorow?" Nagisa looked at karma slightly "i-i can't um I have to help my mom" karma looked at nagisa 'odd it seems like he can't go anywhere'

~~~~~time skip to nagisa's home~~~~~

When nagisa walked in he headed to his dining room and found his mom. "Oh nagisa!! I've missed you so much." His mother said as she pulled nagisa in a big hug "hey mom.." his mom turned nagisa around and pulled the bands out of nagisa's hair to show light blue soft hair.

"Oh nagisa I wish you were a girl you would've been so pretty" nagisa looked up slightly "mom you know I'm a bo-" nagisa was cut off my a hand slapping his face "no nagisa your my beautiful daughter" nagisa started to walk to his room, he put on a hoodie and some sweat pants as he walked out his mom looked at him.

"Oh nagisa that won't do you have to have a dress on." Nagisa looked at her than down "yes mother..." Nagisa walked back in his room and put on a light pink dress this a rose on the strap. He walked out and his mother's eyes glowed up. "Oh nagisa that's beautiful!!" She said as she rushed over and started circling nagisa admiring him.

She hugged nagisa "oh your the most beautiful daughter I could ask for" finally nagisa snapped. "Mom that's it I'm not a girl I'm a boy I don't know why you can't get that in your hea-" nagisa got slapped acrossed the face again. Slapped 6 times. "You ungrateful child I raised you I took care of you!! And this is what you do to me!!! Well that's it ok?!?."

She pulled out a knife from the kitchen and started walking towards nagisa. She started kicking him in the gut as he started caughing up blood. She finally started slitting his arms a little cut on his head and some on his legs. "That's what happens when you argue to me nagisa." She walked away and washed the blood off the knife as nagisa crawled to his room.

He grabbed a first aid kit and wrapped the places she cut he finally put a pad on the on on his face. He looked in the mirror and started crying. 'why is my life doing this to me why do I have to live this life..' he took off the dress and put of some comfy clothing and laid down still crying. He fell asleep thinking if he should leave this world.

~~~~time skip to next day in class~~~~

"Hello class how are you all" everyone started saying good as nagisa laid his head on his desk saying nothing. Finally koro-sensei started today's lesson. nagisa wasn't listening he couldn't with all the things going in his head. The pain in his limbs. He couldnt think.

Suddenly he felt something wet on his sleeve. He looked down to see the blood leaked thought the bandages. 'shit' he raised up one hand that didn't have blood on it.

Koro-sensei turned his attention to him "yes nagisa?" Nagisa looked down "may I got to the restroom.." "of course nagisa." As nagisa walked past he saw the blood on his wrists and quickly put a tentacle on his shoulder. "how about I talk to you really quick."nagisa froze scared.

As he and koro-sensei walked out nagisa didn't say anything. "Nagisa I see what that red spot is and why is it there. Nagisa tried to act happy. "Oh this I was helping my mom redecorate our dining room so we had to replace the windows and it cut me on accident" koro-sensei knew this wasn't true but he knew nagisa wouldn't open up yet.