~•·(karmagisa)·•~fake smile

part 3

Finally the next morning nagisa woke up, he slightly moved feeling a force around him warm and calm. He turned and saw karma still asleep. 'cute' was all nagisa could think while he turned red. Karma than snuggles into karma's chest and fell asleep again.

Karma's pov

I woke up to feel a force on my chest I saw nagisa snuggling into my chest so calmly. 'aw he's so cute- wait wut no karma ur not gay get that in ur head' karma than moved slowly and swiftly making sure not to wake up nagisa. I couldn't get the though out of my head 'im not gay, I'm not gay, I'm not gay'i started changing and finally came out of my closet

I walked down stairs into the kitchen yawning i got some food out and started making eggs with bacon. 'hope nagisa like this'. I heard a yawn and looked up to the stairs to see a sleepy nagisa walking down. He walked towards me and hugged me "goodmorning" he said sweetly. "nagi pls... Back up.." I said slightly.

He backed up but I hated it. I wanted him around me. I don't get why I was feeling this way. I finally finished the food and got some on a plate for me and him. Nagisa was hanging out by the TV watching some cartoons. I gave him the place and he scooted slightly the other way when I sat down. 'did I make him sad?' I thought as I got a bit sad myself. Nagisa finished his food and ran up to my room. I could see in the corner of his eye was a tear. 'fuck I messed up' I put my plate down and walked up to my room to see nagisa sitting on my bed in his school clothes. I climbed on the bed and sat by him. "Nagi.. I'm sorry I don't know why but I didn't feel ok ig" I said as I looked at him. I grabbed his face and wiped the tears' off his face. He smiled and started laughing. "You better get ready we have only 10 minutes" I than quickly got up and changed and grabbed nagi. And rushed out the door. Suddenly I felt a tug on my shirt and I stopped running and turned around to see nagisa frozen and red. I turned fully and stood in front of him. "What's wrong nagisa?" He stood and went silent. "K-karma" he said turning more red than my hair. "I-i needa tell you something" I walked closer and looked at him. "K-karma... I- I like you! I've liked u for a bit now.. I've never felt thi-" "nagisa.. I'm sorry... But I'm not sure that I'm gay..." Nagisa froze as I looked up all I saw were tears streaming down his face "n-nagisa..?" I said before he ran passed me to the school. I started down at the ground 'why do I feel I made the wrong choice..'

~~~~~~~~~~~~time skip~~~~~~~~~~~~

Nagisa's pov

I got to the school and quickly went to my locker to put my stuff up. But I turned my head and koro-sensei was right by me. I slightly squeeked as koro-Sensei just stared at me and wrapped a tentacle around me and quickly pulled me into the class. "So nagisa I wanted to talk to u privately for a second." I was confused before he wrapped his tentacle around my arm and squeezed. I felt the worst pain ever and remembered the cuts on my arms. "Koro-sensei I swear I had nothing to do with this" he looked at me confused "oh no u mis understand nagisa I wanted to ask if ur ok. He lifted up my sleeved to reveal bandages with red splotches. On them . And in a flash they were pure white again I noticed he changed them out. "I also added an ointment to heal the cuts faster." I looked up at him and smiled "thanks.. koro-sensei"

I headed out of the classroom and quickly ran towards the bathroom. (There are some other students in the building btw) as I entered I heard footsteps and instantly knew who it was. I ran into a stall trying to hide from them. "Anyone hear that" I heard one of the boys said. "Ya I think we all know who it is" I heard the boys walk towards my stall. "Come out come out little blueberry" suddenly the stall door flew open and I was grabbed by the collar of my shirt. They pushed on the ground as they all cleared out for.. kentaha.

"Well well well look what we have here boys" he said kicking me in the stomach. "S-stop you fucking asshole" he snapped his fingers and 4 of his friends started kick me every where as he kicked me in the stomach . I suddenly started coughing up blood. They kicked for at least 15min until I was bleeding and coughing up blood. Kentaha picked me up by my hair "listen squirm u won't tell anyone what happened or else I'll come for you myself" I only nodded in agreement before my head dropped. I listened the their footsteps leaving. The bell ring st least 7 minutes ago and I knew everyone would be in class including... Never mind.. I got up and held my stomach as I started coughing up blood again I was bleeding from my head my nose and mouth.

They opened my scars back up and wrapped my sleeves and my pants to show the cuts. I started limping out of the bathroom. My vision was blurry I was trying to get to the classroom I reached it and hit the door slightly hoping someone would hear. I cold only mumble help. Suddenly the door slid open and I fell in in able to walk anymore instantly everyone stood up and ran to me. I was bleeding from every where. Koro-sensei came over to me in panic. I could only see the red head boy in the back petrified. Before everything went black.