~•·(karmagisa)·•~fake smile

part 4

Karma's pov

We were all in class, everything was normal, is what I kept telling myself.. I couldn't get over the face nagisa made when I rejected him.

I looked over to his seat to see he wasn't there. 'he didn't come to class.. it's probably because of me..' tears starting to sting my face before I thoughts got interrupted by a knock at the door.

Koro-sensei heard it and opened it, suddenly I saw.. nagisa..? He was.. cut.. bruised.. and bleeding... I froze. He tried to walk in but fell. I stared at him petrified. I was being pierced with his bright blue eyes before they shut.

'What happened to him...?' Was all I could think. Who did this...

Nagisa's pov

I woke up to someone calling my name. It was mr. Kurasuma he had his hand on my shoulder shaking me. My eyes fluttered open and all I saw was white. I must've been in the infirmary, I tried to move but I instantly stopped when all I could feel was stinging and aches in my arms and legs.

"I suggest you don't move nagisa." I looked up and saw mr.kurasuma holding my arm down lightly. I sighed and looked at him. "What happened.." mr.kurasuma looked away before taking a breath and sitting by my bed.

"You came into the classroom severely beat up and bleeding." I couldn't help but almost cry because of the thoughts coming back to me of what happened. "You fainted immediately after losing to much blood."

I felt the tear burning at my skin instantly. "How'd I get here" was all I could ask with out crying more. "Koro-sensei took you here immediately along with ur fellow students." I felt miserable I couldn't do anything. "I wanted to ask" I heard mr.kurasma say, "how did those cuts appear on ur arms"

I went dead silent. 'i can't rat out my own mother who will take care of me who will stay with what will she think of me what will she do.' suddenly I felt mr.kurasuma lay a hand on me and I looked up. "I-i um- I fell d-down a path w-while walking h-h-home"

Mr.kurasuma stared at me silently. "Look kid I know your lying, I'm an assassin I know when someone is lying or not" I started tearing up again. "M-my moth-" I shut myself up. I just couldnt do it.

"Your not gonna answer me huh" I stayed silent as he said that "fine but I need you to tell me who beat you because I certainly know that didn't happen from falling. This question I don't know if I should answer. "I-it was k-kentaha..." I said barley over a whisper. Mr kurasuma stood up.

"Thank you nagisa I'll have a word with the principal." I suddenly sat up "w-wait..! Please don't tell him.. if they get in trouble they'll know it was me who told you and they'll come after me again!!" He stared at me silently

He sighed. "I'll tell the principal but I'll tell him to expell them. If they are caught near u again I'm afraid they'll have to go to jail." I couldn't say anything against that so I only agreed with his offer.

"You'll have to stay here for a few hours so rest. During lunch your classmates will come and see you" I nodded and he walked out. I instantly started crying letting it out. It hurt so much it stings

I fell asleep from the crying. And I felt nothing, and suddenly I thought 'is this how it feels to be dead?'

~~~~~~~~~time skip to lunch~~~~~~~~

Still nagisa's pov

I woke up to the door opening and koro-sensei coming in along with the class. "Hello there nagisa I hope we didn't interrupt your little nap" I shook my head

I looked at the class and noticed someone was missing. It was karma... He probably didn't wanna see someone he rejected.. he probably doesn't even wanna be around someone gay...

Everyone brought me a bit of food to eat since I forgot my lunch. And everyone was comforting me it was nice. Koro-sensei was being his regular funny self and he made me laugh. The nurse said I was allowed to leave finally. Me and the class walked out and headed to the field.

Koro-sensei let me sit out since I'm still not completely healed. They were gonna play koro-sensei volleyball so I just had to join. I noticed karma joined back in and my Spirit went back down a bit. He looked a bit sad so i decided to walk over to him really quick.

"Hey everythings okay, ok?" I hugged him really quickly and ran back to my spot ready to play. It shattered my heart but I had to hide it. After that he seemed happier and I'm glad. I just wish he would do the same for me.. suddenly the ball was coming towards me and I didn't notice. The ball would have an impact, it wouldnt hurt anyone but right now my body to sensitive it would hurt me.

I looked up and saw it I closed my eyes and was ready for impact but nothing came I looked back up and the ball was behind me. I was confused everyone was. Someone... Threw their knife and hit it so it wouldn't hit me.. I looked around and I couldn't find out who it was.

After the game everyone was tired. I had to get out of the game a bit early just in case. Koro-sensei did a little laugh "u students are just to slowwww" everyone turned their head slowly at him as I walked over. Everyone started yelling and running at him as he stared screaming. I started laughing from how funny their expression was.

I turned my head and saw karma staring at me. I still wasn't over the rejection so I was holding back tears. I just smiled a bright smile at him and I saw him turn a bit red. Yes I was heart broken but I was still kinda happy because of the class cheering me up

Karma's pov

He's so cute I regret wut I did so much. And look at him... He's still smiling after everything.. I couldn't help it a tear rolled down my cheek slightly just knowing that smile wasn't real. He's been through to much, and here I am making it worse... I'm just glad I could hit that ball away before it hit him.. I don't want to see him in any more pain.