➳ Heartbroken | Shawn Mendes | Book 2 [Completed]

Ch. 5 ↝ "Kiss."

Shawn's Point Of View

"Shawn, wake up."

I opened my eyes to see Gilinsky shaking me. I got up from my bed and stretched my body. I walked to the kitchen. Hailey and Nash were cooking pancakes while everyone else was sitting down. The bus was parked and our driver was sitting with us. I sat down next to Matt.

"What are we gonna do for the next show?" Matt asked me. We weren't in Magcon anymore, if you're wondering. Nash and Cameron left and since most of the fans didn't want to come anymore– Bart decided to end it. All of us planned to start our own tour. Nash eventually came back for a couple of stops, but Cameron continued trying to pursue his carrier as an actor.

"Not sure.." I shrugged and ate the pancakes in front of me. Matt and I talked for awhile before the bus started moving. I took out my phone from my pocket and went on twitter.

@confusedmendes : I wonder what happened with all the Corie drama lmao

Corie. I haven't talked to her in so long.

I felt like a total ass not texting her. I'm too caught up on tour to. I guess she's fine, right?

No Shawn you lied to her, she wouldn't be fine, but she lied to me too. Millions of times.

I needed to stop thinking about her, I'll talk to her when I get the chance. And I'm starting to catch feelings for someone else.

Mahogany and I aren't dating anymore. During the summer she said she was going to "Hailey's house" and she would be back. Turns out "Hailey's house" was Jacob's house and she was cheating on me. I didn't care anymore, it didn't really bother me. I didn't like Mahogany as much as I like Hailey. Mahogany was just a distraction from Corie at the time.

Hailey and I got closer these past months. At first it started out as a little crush. But I just kept thinking about her, and it was official to say that I liked her. Her smile, her laugh, everything about her was perfect. I don't know if she likes me back, and I didn't tell anyone I liked her. I just kept it to myself.

I went to get a soda and walked to the living room. Taylor was recording on his phone.

"Shawn how do you feel about Corie?" Taylor grinned.

I finished my soda and threw it at him. "I hate that bitch!" Everyone started laughing.

It was a joke of course, I didn't hate her.

"I'm just kidding. I miss Corie, a lot," I said.

"Wow I thought you were serious," Taylor scoffed and typed away on his phone.

The bus arrived at the hotel we were staying at. Everyone took their bags and walked inside, 20 - 30 girls were waiting for us already.

"Shawn can I have a picture?" A girl asked me.

"Of course," I said and posed for the camera. I took some more pictures and followed the rest of the guys to the room. I shared one with Taylor and the Jacks. Nash, and Matt shared a room . Carter, Aaron, and Sammy shared another. Hailey had a room for herself since she wanted to be alone. I changed into sweats and went on my phone. There really wasn't much to do. I got up and knocked on Hailey's door.

I tried to convince our manager to not let Carter into the tour after what that son of a gun did to me, yet he shrugged it off saying that it was old drama. They wanted him because the fans wanted him– he wasn't getting kicked out anytime soon. We never speak to each other, stay alone for more than five minutes, or even glance at each other's direction; we only spoke about business matters. Nash continuously tries to talk to me, but I ignore him or walk away most of the time; I felt bad because he was making an effort. Maybe I would be less mad if he didn't try to kill me over a crush.

"Shawn?" Hailey asked. Her hair was up in a bun and she was wearing a baseball tee and shorts.

"I don't know. I'm bored, can I come inside?" I asked. Hailey nodded and opened door, letting me inside. I sat down on her bed. She had her tripod and camera set up.

"Oh, were you making a video? Sorry I interrupted," I apologize. Hailey laughed and opened her suitcase.

"It's okay, we can make a video together."

"Are you sure? I don't want to−"

"No! I wanted to make a video with you," Hailey insisted.

I blushed and followed Hailey to the front of the camera.

"Hello to you all! I'm here with the one and only.."

"Shawn Mendes!" I waved and smile to the camera.

"Today we'll be doing the 7 second challenge. The loser will have to jump in the pool," Hailey said. I nodded and Hailey explained the rules.

"We'll have 7 challenges that we have to do in 7 seconds. Simple as that."

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"I win! I win!" Hailey sang and jumped on the bed. I sighed and wiped the whipped cream off my face. Hailey's hat fell off of her head while she was jumping.

"I win! You lose," Hailey rubbed in my face. I grabbed the whip cream bottle and put some on my hand. I snuck up behind her and wiped some on her face.

"Shawn!"

I ran out of the room and pounded on the door, "Open!" I yelled.

Johnson opened the door and I dashed inside. Gilinsky stared at me with confusion while I was trying to catch my breath.

"Do. Not. Open. The. Door," I warned them. Johnson rolled his eyes and walked back to his laptop.

"Shawn! Open the door!" Hailey demanded. I ignored her and I looked outside the window. The pool was glowing against the moonlight, it didn't look too cold. I should just man up and jump in.

I opened the door and saw Hailey coming my way with Matt and Nash.

"Oh. Never mind, you guys can go back," Hailey turned to them. Matt and Nash groaned then made their way back into their rooms.

"I was going to make them kick open your door," Hailey giggled.

"I decided to take the challenge and jump into the pool," I smiled. Hailey and I walked down to the pool area and Hailey was recording me as I stood in front. I took of my shirt and jumped in.

Okay I was wrong, it was fucking freezing.

"Holy shit!" I cursed as I came back up to the surface. Hailey laughed at me and came closer, putting down the camera.

"How does it feel to be a loser?" Hailey leaned in. I shrugged. Hailey came forward a little. I grabbed her arm and pulled her in. She screamed and slapped me.

"Shawn! You're such a dick!" Hailey pouted.

I turned and faced Hailey. She looked so beautiful, beautiful than anyone else I've ever seen. I leaned in closer, and closer.

I cuffed her face and kissed her, making every second count.