Murder left behind - the sequel

chapter four

Y/n's POV

"Now that we know that. Tell me. Who is the kid?"
He says exhaling loudly

"He- he's yours"
I say hesitating

His face turns pale and he stands up fast walking pacing around

"Tom I- I didn't know"
I cry out loud

"You didn't know?! He is my kid! And you ruined it all"
He screams coming at me

I look down and tears flow down your cheeks

"Stop crying you fucking pussy! Toughen the fuck up"
He says grabbing your face strongly

"Who have you become Tom?"
I say hurt.

"Thomas. My name is Thomas."
He says mad

"Now tell me about that fucking kid"
He sits down again

"I won't tell you a damn thing!"
I say mad. I look to the side to stop eye contact but he pulls my face back

"You tell me now or he will be dead any time soon"
He says furrowing his brows

"He is 5 years old."
I say hesitating

"What's his name?"
He says

"Jay"

"What's his full name?!"
He screams

"Jay Patrick Stanley Holland"
I say swallowing loud

"J-Jay Patrick-"
He says swallowing

"Tom- Thomas, I really am sorry for what I did"
I say sighing
"I know I can't fix it.."

"No you can't. You really fucked up and you should think about who could die."
He says cold

"You really fucked up. And I hate you for that."
My heart skips a beat while hearing that

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Tom's POV

"J-Jay Patrick?"
I ask. I don't know what to do. She called her kid after me and Paddy. She never forgot about him or me

"Tom- Thomas, I really am sorry for what I did"
She sighs
"I know I can't fix it.."
No she can't

"No you can't. You really fucked up and you should think about who could die."
I say cold. I hate her for bringing us all in danger. Just because I tried to do it right. Just for her.

"You really fucked up. And I hate you for that."
I really don't know what to say anymore so I walk away.

I walk away like she did. She should think what she could've done. Who she could've killed. And now it's time to kill that basterd Noah. Maybe if she didn't meet him she would've come back to me.

I walk out of the room into the living room.

"Where's the kid?"
I ask

"In the room"

"You watch Y/n and I will talk to the kid"
I said

Brandon walked over to the room Y/n was in and I went to Jay. To have a little chat about his mom

I walk into the door and I see him playing with the toys I gave him.

"Hi there little boy"
I say sitting next to him

"Sir- where is my mommy?"
He says polite. Damn she did raise him good

"You can call me Tom, little boy"
I smile
"She is asleep"
I say bluffing

"Tell her I miss her and I love her! Wake her up!! I want to cuddle"
He says being hyped

"Maybe later"
I say putting my hand in his hair and rubbing it around. I used to do that with Paddy all the time. He reminds me so much of him.

He laughs really loud and start pushing a bit. I get a tear in my eye, I miss my brother. I miss him so much. But now I have Jay. Jay Patrick. The full name of Paddy. So that he's  always with me. 

After we played a bit we walk out of the room together. I have him into my arms and I fly him around like he's a plane. I put him down on a seat and ask what he likes to eat.

"What do you like to eat?"
I ask

"Pancakes!!"
He screams excited

"Carlson? Can you make him some pancakes?"
I ask him and he nods (Carlson is also a member)

I walk out of the kitchen to Y/n. I take a deep breath and walk in.

"Brandon can you please leave?"
I say

We walks away and gives me a small shoulder pat

I sit down in front of Y/n and I can still see a little tear in the corner of her eye. I wipe it away and she looks at me in disbelief.

"Y/n I don't want to hurt you okay?"
I say sighing

She stays silent and a tear rolls down her cheek.

"But if you walk away or do just one thing I don't like  there will be consequences."

"Right now I want what's best for Jay. And he wants you so you do as I say so. So you understand?"

She nods.
"Yes"
She says silent.

The first time she came in here I immediately fell in love with her. She was a strong girl who didn't like what I had to say. But now she's just scared. Something has happened and I have to find out.

I take of the rope of her hands as soft as possible but I feel het body shaking as I do so.

"He's in the kitchen."
I say and she leaves the room.

Y/n's POV

"He's in the kitchen"
He says. I walk out of the room looking for the kitchens when I finally find it I see jay eating pancakes and talking with Brandon

"Jay!"
I say happy

"Mommy!" He screams and opens his arms so he can cuddle me

"How are you doing?"
I say trying to fake a smile

"I'm good just tired"
He says yawning

"Lets lay down then shouldn't we?"
I say kissing his head

"Yeah"

I walk to a bedroom and I lay down with jay in my arms. He quickly falls asleep on my chest and so do I.

Tom's POV. 

I walk into the bedroom Y/n walked in a couple minutes ago and see them both sleeping. Jay on her chest. I walk a bit closer and it just warms my heart. I still love her. I really do. But I don't know if I can handle the pain it will cause...

-to be continued-