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I woke up and everyone else was still asleep. I got up used the restroom brushed my teeth and went into the closet to find some clothes. I through ina random hoodie and some jeans. I looked and seen a box that I don't remember. I grabbed the box and sat down on the floor and opened it. I seen some pictures of me and Dez and remembered everything I did with her. I looked at the bottom of the box and seen a picture. It was me and the boys. I was hugging the Tall one. I'm Mattia I think. I was smiling and so were the rest. I heard everyone wake up
Mattia-where's y/n?!
Y-I'm in here
I scram
They all looked at me
Ale-what's are you doing?
Y-i came in here to change and I found this box. When was this?
I showed them the picture
Kairi-that was Halloween. We all went to a party together and hit really drunk
Alvaro-and the next morning we all threw up
I laughed and stared at the picture with everyone
Mattia-is that my sweater?
Y-oh I don't know. I just found it. You can have it back if you want?
Mattia-no it's fine. Wear it
He smiled and I smiled back
I looked more into the box and seen a bracelet. I picked it up and just stared at it when i remembered something about the mall and Kairi and Alejandro.
Dez-you okay?
I looked up at them and my eyes started watering. I remembered Kairi and Alejandro. I remember freshman year their my bestfriends.
Kairi-you okay y/n?
I jumped and hugged him and he hugged back
Y-Kairi Consentino. The one who worries about every little thing
I smiled
Kairi-wait you remember me?!
I nodded and he hugged me. I hugged Alejandro
Y-Alejandro Rosario. The one who's always sarcastic and takes showers at 2 in the morning
He smiled and hugged me and for some reason I felt this feeling in my gut and I kissed him but he pulled away
Roshaun-oh my god
Ale-why'd you do that?
Y-we were dating right? I have this feeling that we were?
Ale-um y/n that was
Mattia-you and I dated freshmen year. We broke up. I gotta go
He got up and left
Y-oh I'm sorry
Ale-it's fine really. You lost your memory. We're just trying to help you out
Alvaro-just don't kiss no more people
We all laughed
Mattia Pov
I was happy that y/n wanted to try and remember us but when she kissed Alejandro and said she thought they dated it just hurt. It's like I was almost gonna get the girl I wanted back and everything just got ruined. I walked home and laid on my bed.
End of POV

The boys kept trying to get me to remember everything and at first I really couldn't but they ended up showing pictures and stuff and eventually I remembered Alvaro and Roshaun. I couldn't render anything about Mattia though.
Y-can I go to Mattia's house and talk to him! I wanna remember who he is
They boys and Dez nodded and they walked me to his house. They walked me in his house and his room. They knocked in the door but no answer. So Kairi just opened it and Mattia was laying on his bed with his phone
Mattia-what happened?
Alvaro-y/n remembered us. But she doesn't remember you and she wants to
Y-show me something so I can remember you. Or do something?
Mattia-Mattia got up and walked to the corner of his room and grabbed a box. He opens the box and handed me a snow globe
Y-a snow globe?
Mattia-it was Christmas and I didn't know what to get you do I got you a snow globe. Everyone laughed at me but you took it anyway. Until you gave it back after and argument happened
I looked at the snow gone but nothing came to my head. I nodded my head no and he kept trying to get me to remember.
Roshaun-nothings working!
Troy-just keep trying

Mattia kept showing me things but I just couldn't remember anything I had with him.
Y-you said we dated right?
Mattia-yea why?
Y-ok so what did we do when we dated?
Mattia-we hung out with the boys. You always wanted to be with them and me.
I was thinking when and all of a sudden I grabbed mattias face and kissed him and I pulled away
Y-thought that would work. It's didn't. Usually it works in the movies. What a lie
Alvaro-whats with her and kissing today?
Roshaun-just shut up man
We tried everything until I seen a teddy bear at the corner of the room.
I got up and grabbed it looking at it.
Y-a fair?
Mattia-yea I won that for you on our first date. You gave it back to me though.
I looked at him and smiled
Mattia-fuck it
Mattia grabbed my face and kissed me. I had a flashback him and I were at a fair and we were laughing and messing around with each other and we pulled away
Y-Mattia Polibio the guy who has anger issues and is always sarcastic
I smiled and Mattia picked me up hugging me
We hung out in Mattia's room for a while and Kairi and Dez walked me home and I talked to my mom for a while telling her what happened today and she was happy I got most of memory back. I walked up to my room took a long warm shower changed into some comfortable clothes and went and covered myself and watching movies for a little while until I started to doze off. During the middle of the night I kept having this memory of what josh did to me. How he touched me, beat me. I woke up and realized he can't hurt me anymore. It was hard falling back to sleep but eventually I did.

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