Josh Has Self Loathing Issues

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*BeaniebabyTM has started a private chat*

BeaniebabyTM: can we talk?

FriendigoTM: what is it

BeaniebabyTM: are you alright?

FriendigoTM: I should ask you that

BeaniebabyTM: I've been better
BeaniebabyTM: and you don't owe me anything, I hope you know that

FriendigoTM: is this about the lawyer??

BeaniebabyTM: yes and no
BeaniebabyTM: I just wanna make sure you understand

FriendigoTM: I know, Dr. Hill's made sure of it
FriendigoTM: "yOu wErEnT iN A gOOd hEaDsPacE bAcK tHEn, iTs nOt yOuR FaUlT!1!"
FriendigoTM: I was the one who chose to go off my meds
FriendigoTM: I was the one who planned all that shit
FriendigoTM: I'm the one who owes you and the others everything

BeaniebabyTM: Josh, you saw those tests results
BeaniebabyTM: Hill misdiagnosed you a long time ago so the meds wouldn't have helped you
BeaniebabyTM: we already told you that we forgive you
BeaniebabyTM: honestly?? We're just happy you were found at all

FriendigoTM: I don't think I deserve that either

BeaniebabyTM: well that doesn't mean it's true
BeaniebabyTM: all of us have made horrible mistakes in the past few years and I think we've all made up for them

FriendigoTM: except for Chris
FriendigoTM: Chris has never done anything wrong in his life

BeaniebabyTM: while I can't help but agree with that statement
BeaniebabyTM: my point still remains
BeaniebabyTM: all of us have forgiven you
BeaniebabyTM: you need to learn how to forgive yourself

FriendigoTM: ok ok
FriendigoTM: you're starting to sound like Sammy

BeaniebabyTM: I take that as a compliment

FriendigoTM: I'm still paying for the lawyer tho
FriendigoTM: I told my parents what happened and they insist on paying

BeaniebabyTM: tell them I said thank you

FriendigoTM: 👍
FriendigoTM: I'm gonna let mike know it's payed for

BeaniebabyTM: alright
BeaniebabyTM: thanks again

*FriendigoTM has gone offline*

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