Jessica Is Scared And Emily Can Be Sweet

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*Hotterthanyou has started a private chat*

Hotterthanyou: Em
Hotterthanyou: holy shit
Hotterthanyou: I feel like I'm about to have a panic attack

Bitchierthanyou: what why???
Bitchierthanyou: what's going on?

Hotterthanyou: ok so
Hotterthanyou: the real reason I couldn't come to lunch today is because I'm at the hospital

Bitchierthanyou: holy shit
Bitchierthanyou: why
Bitchierthanyou: what happened

Hotterthanyou: a few days after helping Mel with her hair I started feeling really sick every now and then
Hotterthanyou: and I haven't had my period since then

Bitchierthanyou: Jessica oh my god
Bitchierthanyou: that was almost two months ago

Hotterthanyou: I told my mom about it
Hotterthanyou: she agreed to take time off work to take me to get tested
Hotterthanyou: we're waiting on results now

Bitchierthanyou: why didn't you say anything sooner??

Hotterthanyou: I was too scared
Hotterthanyou: I didn't want to say anything until I knew for sure but I just really needed to talk to someone right now
Hotterthanyou: mom's on the phone with her boss so I can't talk to her
Hotterthanyou: I don't know what I'm gonna do

Bitchierthanyou: slow down a minute
Bitchierthanyou: you don't even know for sure if it's positive or not
Bitchierthanyou: if it's not, false alarm
Bitchierthanyou: if it is, then you won't be alone through any thing that comes after
Bitchierthanyou: I treated Matt like shit, but I know he's a great guy who will love you no matter what
Bitchierthanyou: plus the rest of us will do what we can, you know that

Hotterthanyou: em
Hotterthanyou: I think that's one of the sweetest things you've ever said to me

Bitchierthanyou: oh hush
Bitchierthanyou: it wouldn't mean as much if I was nice all the time
Bitchierthanyou: but I mean it, Jess
Bitchierthanyou: we've got your back, whatever happens

Hotterthanyou: thanks Em
Hotterthanyou: oh fuck the doctor is coming back

*Hotterthanyou has gone offline*

Bitchierthanyou: keep me updated!!

*Bitchierthanyou has gone offline*

*Hotterthanyou has come online*

Hotterthanyou: it was a false alarm
Hotterthanyou: she explained that since they switched my anxiety medicine to a new one that nausea was a possible side effect
Hotterthanyou: and apparently those meds can mess with your cycle??? I didn't know that

Bitchierthanyou: so no baby??

Hotterthanyou: no baby
Hotterthanyou: thank fucking god

Bitchierthanyou: you gonna tell Matt about this??

Hotterthanyou: ehhh maybe
Hotterthanyou: don't want him to take it the wrong way

Bitchierthanyou: fair

Hotterthanyou: but still
Hotterthanyou: thanks
Hotterthanyou: for what you said before

Bitchierthanyou: don't worry about it

Hotterthanyou: we're heading home, I'll call you later

Bitchierthanyou: alright

*Hotterthanyou has gone offline*

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