"No. No please don't."
I can't exactly describe how I feel.
My emotion's swarming with fear, loneliness, anger, and hurt but on top it I am sure was scared.
I was backed at the top of the headrests of the bed. Tears streaming down my face as I glued my eyes at the godly creature infront of me.
Sure, he's the most fine specimen I have ever seen. The most gorgeous man I ever laid my eyes with, but he's also the most terrifying person I have ever met in my entire 21 years of existence.
"Please don't. " I pleaded for how many times since the day I came here. "I'm human. I'm not- - - "
"Ssshhhh." He said as he placed his fingers on my lips silencing me. As he closed the distance between us, making himself comfortable trailing hot kisses on my jaw down to my neck.
On other occasions, maybe I would open my legs for him willingly. Who wouldn't when he's a fine specimen, drop dead gorgeous with that alluring aura over him. Surely, the moon goddess took her time making this King infront of me. But this is not that other occasion, in this situation I was in a deep shit mess and scared.
Who wouldn't be scared?
"Goddess. You smell so good." He said, hot breaths on my neck as he trail soft kisses on my jaw down to my neck. That moment I even forgot to breath. I tried pushing him away as he snake his arms around my waist putting me in a comfortable position for him to take advantage of me, like he always did.
"Please no sire." I pleaded. Tears streaming down my face. "Please. I beg of you."
My breath got caught on my throat as I felt it. Cannines scraping my skin, and then licking it, he, tasting my blood. I pushed him, with all the strength that I have I tried pushing him but this earned a low growl from him, tightening his grip on me as he aggressively nip my neck.
"Baby." He hissed. As he looked at me and kissed me. As I was holding his shoulder pushing him away from me. "It won't hurt. I promised".
Who am I kidding? I'm human and he's a werewolf, an alpha king at that. Who could've fought against him.
"I'm not your mate sire." I said in sobbing low voice.
I hitched my breath. It happened so fast.
One moment I was staring at his blue orbs and then now I was screaming my lungs out, my nails digging on his shoulder pushing him away from me. I tried
First it was a rough kiss and nip that took my breath, then I felt the cannines scraping my skin and then he bit me.
I was scared. I thought he would withdraw like he would always do but then when I was starting to relax that's when I felt the most excruciating pain I have felt in my entire life. Teeth sinking, and something inside me snap.
Right now, I know the whole castle heard my screams, hell, I bet the whole kingdom heard it. But who cares? They heard my screams since the first day I got here but no one came and rescue me.
I tried pushing him away when the pain is already unbearable but this result him in sinking his pangs deeper and holding me in place.
The pain was unbearable. How funny is that, they told me that marking was the most great and delicious feeling you could've ever felt, they're lying.
Just when I thought he would pull out, he withdrew his cannines and start licking the wounds and blood from neck to my breast as he slowly adjust himself and looked at me.
My breathing ragged, dazed from the impact of his bite. I can't even focused on him. I can feel myself slowly falling into unconsciousness. And I know when I wake up everything is all fucked up like it was already.
In this moment, all I thought was if Alpha Bryans didn't force me to participate in the mating season, I was curled up in my bed right now, in my own room probably excited for my work tomorrow. But who am I kidding? If I hadn't fought back, if I just mind my own business, If I hadn't run. . . This alpha won't take an interest in me.
"Now, you're my mate."
After all, it's all my fault why I was choosen.
