5 months, five long months has passed and not one day do I forget the terrors I went through. Making that stupid mistake of letting him take me by his sweet words, when I know full well he didn't mean it. That day I was normal, happy, content with the life I had, but overnight it all changed. Changed to something so horrific, I wanted to kill myself. And I would have and been by some people or vampires I didn't even know. I couldn't stand those days where I had to fear my own self, having my family worry but then hate me. The one I thought I could ask for help and take responsibility disappeared, disappeared like air just passing through. I wanted them to take the long silver spear and shove it right through me as I wanted it all to stop. Stop the pain, the cravings, the fear, and most of all the memories, the power coursing through me. I wanted it all gone. Though they stopped, they took pity on me as they investigated what happened? No, no I want to die, I want to be wiped off from the face of this universe. Though they took me in, as they say I was like them. But no I am NOT like them, I DON'T want to be like them, I CANNOT be like them.
But I am one of them.
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New World -- NamJin
FanfictionJin was just an ordinary high school student, had good grades, was not popular, but had a lot of friends. A great son to his family. A family that was proud of him. He had some people he could fully trust. He was happy living his normal life...
