Ten Reasons Why | ✓

1.9 | 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘦

❝Travis, you smothered me as much as you isolated me from you. My days consisted of me constantly worrying about what mood you're gonna be in.

Are you going to smother me until I can't breathe? Or leave me alone until loneliness invites itself as an acquaintance? I was at odds with myself everyday. You made me question my worth.

You made me worry and stress about you and your fucking conflicting emotions, I couldn't handle it, it was so fucking overwhelming for me, but like everything else, if it wasn't about you, you never seemed to fucking care.

Everyday you made me wonder whether I'm doing the right thing for you or not. Thinking about it, it is so fucking toxic, it makes me puke.

I cannot believe I did that to myself.❞