I don't know you

your real

peters p.o.v

its gotten so usual to say it that I'm numb it just..i don't feel any more, so i just stared of into the distance when i felt a hand not just any hand Tonys hand on my back and it was...solid i gasped for air and put a hand on my chest

'breath pete'

'..i dont remember how'

'what do you mean?'

'tonys heart beet is not there ned!

i flickered my eyes over to mr.stark he's still there touching my shoulder grounding me

"peter..are you okay'' hes touching me its one thing for you to believe that something is there when you know deep down its not but its another for you to confirm it i shook my head and backed away making his hand fall 

"no-*gasp* no your not your your not here he's-" i clutched my hand on my chest trying so hard not to pass out when he got up and crouched down i backed away from him only because i see him doesn't mean hes here i knew he was there but that doesn't mean he was hes a carbon copy of what once was i know that i need i need him to-

"get *gasp* get the f*ck away from me your not your not here!" the tears failing me falling down my eyes i jumped of the railing and backed away from him into the wall 

"peter im here i thought we went past this see-'' and with that he touched my hand i flinched away grabbing it looking at him with wide eyes 

"NO!" hes hes someone else! that makes more sense i saw him die!

"your not here! your not here YOUR NOT HERE!! YOUR NOT HERE!! YOUR NOT HIM!!*gasp*" 

"peter- peter im going to need you to breath with me okay? just-" i kicked him off with one of my legs i couldn't hear anything all the noise was gone except of a ringing of my ear and the blurry sensation in my eyes

"get-*chocked sob* get away from me your not real your not real im dreaming that's it! this is just a nightmare this this is just your not real your-gasp that's why you can touch me!" he's not here i know he's not but why os he crouching down there? why does he have a worried expression why did he touch me? why was he able to touch me?!i curled to my self in a ball and started crying this this is so not fair..then it clicked i laughed as i got up

"how where you able to touch me? your a clone arent you? an ai? thats why" i tightened the hold around my knees more as i moved further from him

"because im solid? i guess? and im not a clone haven't we established that you turned back the clock? " i fumbled around for Edith in my pocket until they dropped on the ground the the clone looking at it confused

"i grabbed it then put it on"

'e-edith who WHO the f*ck is in front of me right now? who the f*ck is there?!' he looked at the g;lasses with wide eyes mouth agape then shook his head that's that's it! hes hes a villain! hes trying to steal them like beck!

''peter that is mr.stark'

"YES I KNOW THAT IS MR.STARK! BUT WHO IN THE HELL *gasp* IS HE??? DO A F**ING DNA SCAN!" he tried to get closer

"peter just breath okay? your having a panic attack okay one breath in one breath"

''no no stay stay *gasp* back the f**k away! i dont- don't KNOW YOU!! YOUR NOT REAL YOUR YOUR NOT HERE!''

'peter that is mr.stark, it appears that the date here is June 28, 2016 as said before, this is boss, only in the past" i looked back up at him and hesitantly asked please please if anyone is up there if anyone at all let this be real

"...tell me something ONLY Mr.stark would know and don't ask why or what just *gasp* do *sob* it" he looked at me worriedly then replied

"..okay the first time we met your aunt hottie made a terrible meatloaf" i slowly turned my head up to him to meet his eyes full of life no hollowness nothing i froze I couldn't move my thoughts all came to a pause i turned my head towards the table and just stared at the table in front of me barley processing any information he gave me

"...your real" i turned my head towards him still not processing blinking rapidly then pocked him on the shoulder he looked down at him shoulder then up back at me and smiled with a hint of confusion

"yeah i am and that means your still going to get a scolding for removing that leg cuff and is that blood? you removed it with your hands? *sigh* idiot" he tried t joke but i fell flat he, he waved his hand in front of my eyes

"peter?

"and...alive" i leaned slowly closer to him eyes wide open still not processing anything and leaned on his shoulder the smell of his shirt motor oil and dior and-and home..and that's when i heard it...the right heartbeat

'yeah..and as long as my heart keeps beating, then there is nothing to worry about okay?'

''okay...'' i whispered still not understanding the concept of him being alive

tonys p.o.v

this is very weird the kid is scaring me

"uh kid kid?'' but it was like he was in a whole another planet every now and then leaning closer to my collar bone this is not what i was expecting when i came onto this rooftop *sigh* i looked back down his eyes where like saucers but  couldn't help but notice how similar those glasses are to mine