I don't know you

To rest

"now that we finally managed to get barton out lets track this from the beginig...because i am farily confused, no bullshit lies, no slapping or hitting, no 'your a hallucination' because i want to know what the f*ck do you mean by that because right now there is a 5 year old child sleeping in my bedroom that i gave no access for you to enter, you know about bartons family which no-on knows specifically but us, and not to mention because i am very f*cking confused about what she ment by 'after you went dad never slept' so your going to sit the f*ck down and tell me what in the world do you mean 'secret family' oh god please dont tell me you where bullshiting me about the biological son thing" i swallowed at that does he really think its that bad to have me as a biological son? Does tony 

''si didnt mean to uh to say that...sorry"

"f*ck" all three of us turned towards morgan i widened my eyes at the sight

"morgan what are you doing out of bed"

"f*ck"

"no no thats daddys word dady claimed it now its his" 

"like sh*t?"

"dude you'll make a terrible dad" at that morgan looked at rhodney and why say beamed i mean beamed she ran up to him and jumped to his torso him letting out an oof

"UNCLE RHODNEY!! i missed you!! mommy said you wont be back till summer!" 

"uncle rhodney? " he looked at tony wide eyed then had the stupiddest smile tony rolling his eyes at it  he picked her up and twirled her around her giggling mess

"i can do that" he stopped twirling her and used one finger to tickle her belly 

"stop *giggle* stop" i smiled ta the sight i think this was what pepper ment when she said rhodney got 'excited' when he was first caled uncle rhodney and im happy to witness i first hand

"you hear that tony i am deamed worthy of being your brotehr according to this agle here" tony rolled his eyes and walked over but his smile wasnt hidden and i dont think he knows that

"thats not what thors hammer said" the seocnd tony talked morgan stopped gggling and moving she furrowed her eyebrows and i gulped this is exactly what i didnt want to happen

"petey is that-" i sucked in a breath and walked up to rhodney grabbing her 

"-alright enough tof that she needs her sleep and-''

"hey according to me having the higher athority i would love to meet my future daughter"

"petey...let me let me go!! is that daddy! i want to see daddy" i gripped her tighter her trying to get out of my hold no no if i do this..if i let her see him..

"no thats not your dad okay?" i saw tony widening his eyes then blinking twice trying to comprehend what was said god i have aot of explanations later

"HE sounds liek daddy!! let me go! i want to see him!''

"mo no!" but it was too late she managed to get out of my hold and ran towards tony i gulped she looked at him skeptically before she smiled and asked

"if your daddy whats daddy's favourite food?" he looked up at me confused i sighed as i dragged a hand on my face 

"pepper made it a thing whenever one of us sees someone they love, they ask a question just to make sure there real...its *scoff* threputic" i slumpled on the couch dropping my head to the back

"well, my favourite food it chhesburgers" she smiled 

"YOU ARE DADDY!!!" she jumped at him and almost chocked him 

"where have you been! mommy and happy missed you! are you coming back? they wouldnt tell me where you!"

"dont worry ill come back" he smiled down at morgan holding her with both his hands then looked to me skeptically

"right peter?"his tne was sharp feirce as in saying 'where the f*ck am i and you better tell me im in a country or please tell me pepper didnt leave me' i sucked in a breath im not going to lie to a greiving 5 year old child who is finally beging to understand the concept of death so i just looked towards morgan and smiled wobbily but her eyes..god her eyes all shined was hope..a wish mabye..mabye just this once ill believe it too, even if i have to face the consequences so i looked away and nodded biting my lip

"YAY!! i cant wait!-" i saw tony distacted an sucke din a breath looking and the minaiture arc rector its almost not viisble he wont even know it was there..just..just this once i close dmy eyes and i flicked it on him the nano tech opening forming the tiniest circle i put on the earpeice

'dum dum dum dum' 

"im so happy and-'' i tuned everything out, because ofr the first time...for the first time in a long while i finally felt...peace so i closed my eyes