Just writing a Kalbert story with a happy ending :)

Chp 7| Feelings

Kaden's pov~

I kept thinking when Albert kissed me. I didn't really realize that I liked it, no, LOVED it.

Albert wasn't really talking, neither was I. But to pass time, I listened to music. For some reason, I started getting really depressed. (Idk if that happens to other ppl, when they litsen to music, but it happens to me ;-;) Then I started writing bad things on a piece of paper.

Maybe I am a sin.

Maybe I am the devil.

Maybe I don't need to live.

Am I really that special.

I kept writing those types of things on paper. I saw a little tear drop on the piece of paper.

"Hey Kade?" Albert came in. I shoved the paper under the bean bag. Wiped my tears away, and sat up straight. "Um, yeah?"

"Do you ever have such strong feelings for someone, that it really hurts, and your heart aches?" He looked at me.

"Uh-" I stopped. I always get scared when someone asks me this question. "I mean, I've felt it a lot." I said.

"Okay..um, do you feel that way for anyone right now?" He looked away. "Albert..what if I told you.." I grabbed his face making it look at me.

Albert's pov>

He grabbed my face to look at him. I didn't want to look at him., because I was blushing a lot.

"Its was you.." He mummbled loudly enough for me to hear.

No way.

It has to be-

There is no way he would like me.

"No way you would-" He hugged me. I just hugged him back, I didn't know what to do. I didn't know what this emotion was.

I felt happy, and scared. What were the consequences of me dating him?

My parents.

Kirsten.

"Kaden?" I asked. "Yeah?" He answered. "If we are a thing.." I loosened my grip on him. "You have to keep it secret." I looked at him. He nodded.

He was really nervous, I could tell. Like there was something he didn't want me to know.

"Albert, can we be a-" I stopped him.
"BROTHER OF COURSE!"
He started laughing. Then he stopped. "Wait, what about the viewers?" He asked. I didn't want people knowing. I know my parents watch my videos. I'm not gonna tell anyone.

"They don't need to know." I put my forehead on his.

Kaden's pov-

I didn't understand what was so bad about his parents knowing about the whole us dating thing. Why would I need to know anyway? I wouldn't understand. Everyone says I'm the little cinnamon roll, and I'm to innocent to know some things.

I mean, there is depression, and self harm, and anxiety.
That's it! The people in my life never really taught me anything about life, so I had to learn on my own.

"Albert. What does-" He stopped me. "Kaden, whatever it is your about to ask, I bet it's something this little innocent cutie can't know~" He cooed. (I'M SO SORRY FOR MAKING YOU GO THROUGH THAT CRINGEY TRAGIC MOMENT) "Albert! I'm 21 years old!" I said.

"That doesn't mean your not cute."

"Don't treat me like a kid!"

"Your pouting like one!"

I gave up. He was gonna give me so many reasons why I act like a kid. "Anyways, I need to go meet up with Adam. I'll be back soon!" He smiled. "Wait don't leave!" I mummbled.

I kept trying to say it over and over again, but it always came out as a mummble or it just wouldn't come out.

I started crying.

No. Why am I crying?

This isn't happening.

I started to scream. I felt a ring in my ear, and a static in my mind.

It hurt.

HELP

SOMEONE

PLEASE.

"please.." I whispered.

This feeling it felt like pain, like something had been crushed, as if someone had left.

Sadness.

Pain.

Scared.

My ears were bleeding. "help, anyone..?" I whispered. 

My glasses started to fog. My vision began to be blury.

Albert wouldn't be home until 2 hours.

I guess I can do it to pass time..

Albert's pov}

"How's Kaden?" Adam asked. "Pretty sensitive, as usual!" I forced a laugh. Because I was the only one knew why he would cry so much.

No one else knew. "So, why did you and Kirsten break up?" He took a sip of Sprite. "She had been really abusive, and didn't really like the sound of Kaden living with us, she was cheating, coming home drunk, stuff like that." I said. "And she didn't get mad?" He looked at me curious. "Nope." I said casually.  .

<time skippie>

When I was back home I saw blood on the floor.
I heard sharp inhales coming from the bathroom.
"Hello? Kaden?" I knocked.

Nothing.

I went in. Kaden was on the ground. Losing a lot of blood, each second.

Don't die
Don't die
Don't die
Don't die.

Kept spinning around in my brain.

Please..

OF COURSE KADEN ISN'T GONNA DIE TEEHEE. Like the title of the story is a Kalbert story with a happy ending. So yeah. Why would I kill him off? Anyways, sorry for making this super long, the chapters have been really short. So I decided "Hey let's make a super long chapter about how they feel about each other and how kaden's depression is?" Also WOWOWOWOW TY FOR 171 VIEWS! And I'm not kidding when I say this, I never thought I would get this far.

As you may know, I wasn't very confident in my writing. My friends always said it was amazing and should write more. But I thought they said that so I would be happy.

But since I hit 171 I fell in this little hole where it's like. "Wow, I'm not a bad writer."

I'm not bragging. Like because some people are WAY better than me at writing. Like the person who made the kalbert story: "I Guess Three's a Crowd.." by Flamingae. It's amazing and I highly recommend it.

Yeah but much more confidence then I said I have the first time I said I did  <3 Alright chapter 8 is coming tomorrow! Also check out my tordtom story if your into that ship!