moody - lil peep

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2 months later -sorry for all the time skips i'm just trying to write one part that i've been waiting to write-

ayla pov:

gus🖤🔪
kitten
gus🖤🔪:
guess what

ayla:
yeah gus?

gus🖤🔪:
i'm going on tour !!!!!!!

ayla:
oh

gus🖤🔪:
aren't you happy for me?

ayla:
i am but i can't come

gus🖤🔪:
what? why not?

ayla:
i have to finish school and i can't just leave everything behind for 2 months

gus🖤🔪:
just drop out

ayla:
i can't i won't have any money

gus🖤🔪:
you're my princess you won't need a job or money i have money

ayla:
i can't gus
ayla:
and i think it would be best if we took a break while your on tour since i can't come

gus🖤🔪:
why?

ayla:
i don't want to hold you back you should be having fun on tour and i can't stay away from you for that long

gus🖤🔪:
okay :(
gus🖤🔪:
but when i get back we can fuck

ayla;
just promise you won't forget about me

gus🖤🔪:
how could i forget about you princess?
gus🖤🔪:
i don't know what i'd do without you

ayla:
i'll miss you so much

gus🖤🔪:
me too kitty :(

ayla:
i'm gonna watch all your shows

gus🖤🔪:
i'm leaving tomorrow, come to the airport with me?

ayla:
of course i will goose

gus🖤🔪:
okay i'll pick you up tomorrow goodnight ayla

ayla:
goodnight gus :)

i placed my phone next to me and put my head in my hands. what if he finds someone better? what if he forgets about me? i grabbed my airpods and placed them in my ears. i opened up soundcloud and went to his page. i listened to every song and cried myself to sleep. feelings are temporary, even happiness.

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gus🖤🔪:
goodmorning ayla :)

ayla:
goodmorning gus
ayla:
when are you coming?

gus🖤🔪:
i'll be there in 30 minutes
gus🖤🔪;
be ready