moody - lil peep

-10- + a/n (please read)

ayla pov:

"what the fuck is arzaylea doing here" makkonen called out. i pulled away and looked around with furrowed eyebrows

spotted the bitch.

there she was walking straight towards us. what the fuck. i tried to stay calm and not start beating her ass. "hi guys" she smiled. my eyebrows furrowed even more and my brain swirled in confusion "who invited you" i called her out "oh i'm sorry i thought this was an open concert" she put her hand on her chest acting offended "to y'know your friends" she smiled. friends? fucking friends?

"oh honey last time i checked you're not any of our friends" luna moved her finger in a circle "well me and nate have gotten pretty close" i swear to god i'm gonna best this bitch up "hey what's going on" nate walked up to us "oh hey z" he nodded towards 'z' as he called her "oh nothing thanks so much for inviting me nate" she smiled so fake. holy shit.

"oh yeah it's no problem, you guys don't mind her here do you?" nate asked "actually-" i started "no we don't but um actually the concerts actually over so um" gus responded. what the fuck. i scowled at him "kitten let her go i don't want you getting hurt" he whispered in my ear.

i slumped my shoulders down and stayed where i was standing realizing i couldn't just fight her right now. well i mean, i could but i- no stop. ayla. no.

"i could just beat her ass and get it over with" i looked up at him, quietly whispering so no one would hear. he chuckled at my statement "you can't just go around beating up everyone who you don't like bubs" i frowned "it was worth a try" i mumbled

"hi ayla" arzaylea smirked "hey" i responded to her "can i talk to gus for a moment?" i shrugged "sure" i walked away, dragging luna with me and leaving the two to themselves

when luna and i reached a red velvet couch we both sat down "you're really okay with her being here?" luna looked at me with concern. i just shrugged and scrolled through instagram, occasionally liking posts i saw.

"ayla, hon talk to me what's wrong?" she gently took my phone out of my hands and pulled me in for a hug. i let out a breath i hadn't even known i was holding in. stop. don't cry. don't cry. don't cry. ah fuck i'm crying.

a few tears rolled down my cheeks "it's just um n-nate invited her-r" i managed to choke out. she hummed "i understand love, he was the one who you thought understood and helped you through it" i nodded and sniffled "and he um he called her z like they were friends" i said with almost no mistakes, meaning i was probably about to start crying a lot more.

"what the fuck, no" i heard gus say as he walked into the room we were sitting in

"b-but peep!" arzaylea quickly trailed after him

i pulled out of the hug and watched as gus stormed in with arzaylea following closely behind. i sniffled quietly while gus huffed and sat down next me, wrapping his arm around my waist

"hi baby" gus kissed my cheek "hi" i smiled up at him. arzaylea let out a loud dramatic sigh "don't worry i got this" luna stood up and dragged arzaylea out of the room

gus took his arm off my waist and instead placed his hand on face, slowly rubbing his thumb against my cheek "did you like the concert bubs?" he asked softly. i nodded "it was good, you're so talented" i smiled "thank you"

"gus" i spoke, grabbing his attention "yeah?" he looked me in the eyes "i love you" he grinned "i love you ayla, so so much" i wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my head into his chest. he left a small kiss on my head "i can't believe i let you go" he mumbled

"you have me now that's all that matters" i said, my words slightly muffled by his chest "you're right"

andddd that's it :) i wanna thank you all so much for staying with me through this mess of a book, i was planning on making it a lot longer and giving like a whole life story but i decided that i wanna finish this book up as fast as i can as i'm not as interested in peep as i previously was a couple months ago when i started this. his music will always be something i can relate to and has brought me through a lot of tough times but it's not relatable to me in my current state of mind. with that being said i will not be finishing goodbye, i would finish it if i felt like i didn't have to go through so much editing but at this point it might as well be completely rewritten and i'm not up for that, i appreciate you all so much and i'm forever grateful you all decided to stay with me through out this book

- reverie <3