ᴛʜis ᴛiᴍᴇ, I ᴡᴏɴᴛ ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ. [Completed]

not a stranger

I thought I could make it, I was thinking life will be better if we'll stay together, that this is just a test for us, never knew this time I'll had enough. Enough of everything and enough with you.

I ended up alone again,

after losing both of my parents at the age of 15 being their only child loneliness was never a stranger to me,

till I met someone whose been feeling thesame all her life, I thought we understand each other cause we are basically wearing thesame shoe of loneliness but it seems like I will always be the one left alone.

Again this wasn't new to me, Im used to this.

but my mind keeps on reminding me of how useless I am to those people around me how Im so not enough and will never be. I have been thinking of ending this life but I can't put myself to literally do it,

I was thinking we're all gonna die sooner or later so lets just wait for it.