FAKE PROTAGONIST

Protagonist 10

Gun P.O.V

"Why?"

My voice was shaky, I don't know if its okay to stand here staring at him after a week na iniiwasan ko sya.

"Gun, can we talk?"

Im not sure if it was a good idea to talk to him because last time we talked it gives me so much pain, kaya nag dadalawang isip ako at hindi sya sinagot agad.

"Please i know na mali yung ginawa ko na hindi ko pinakinggan muna yung side mo and alam kong galit ka sakin, but please can you hear me out i don't want to ruin our friendship you know that you are my best friend since then so please can we just talk?"

Huminga ako ng malalim bago ako sumagot just talk Gun! You can do this!

"Okay we will talk." we walked immediately on the parking lot Off said that we will talk on the coffee shop near in campus.

Hapon na at medyo dumidilim na, nag simula na mag si ilawan ang mga poste ng ilaw sa paligid, we arrived at the coffee shop walang gaanong costumer we sit at the far corner and ordered our drinks.

"Thanks Gun sa pag sama sakin ngayon."

Who can tell that this scenario will happened to us, that we will feel awkward when we are together because all the time when I'm with him; the only thing that i feel is my heart can't stop to beat so fast but right now it's still beating so fast but the awkward atmosphere is there imbis na kilig mas kinakabahan ako, Hindi kami to kasi yung dating kami is lagi kaming nag aasaran lagi niya akong inaasar pero ngayon sobrang seryoso naming dalawa I hate this but its for the best.

"Gun alam kong mali yung ginawa ko sayo nung nakaraan at sobra kong pinag sisihan yun di ko manlang inalam yung side mo bago ako nagsalita, im sorry Gun." sabi niya dahil siguro napansin niyang wala akong balak magsalita tumango lang ako I can't just find any words right now.

"You're right Gun,Klaire is cheating on me and she tell everything." napaangat ang tingin ko sa kanya.

"Really? that's good Off i know masakit pero alam ko makakayanan mo yan Off you are a strong person right?" pinilit Kong ngumiti at least now mapapanatag na akong di sya mapupunta sa maling tao.

"Gun i will still continue the proposal for Klaire." he said that makes me really shock muntik ko pang maibuga yung kapeng iniinom ko.

"WHAT? OFF SIRA NA BA YANG ULO MO NILOKO KANA TAPOS PAPAKASLAN MO PARIN?" Hindi ko mapigilang sumigaw sa sobrang gulat, what the hell? Is he fucking serious?

"Pinatawad ko na siya i love her that's why I accept her again" sabi niya makikita mo sa mata niya na totoo ang lahat ng ito, napaawang ang labi ko at di makapaniwalang tumitig sa kanya.

"Is that true Off don't fool me please."

"Yes its true Gun at first when she tell me i was so angry to her because how she can do it to me, am i not enough for her? But suddenly when she tell me that she's going to leave me that she want a break up it scared me i don't want to loose the girl i love the most, kaya nung sinabi niyang gusto niyang makipaghiwalay kahit mahirap man tanggapin na niloko niya ako pinatawad ko siya ako yung nag makaawa na wag niya akong iwan kahit siya yung may mali at may kasalanan tinanggap ko, Gun i love her at di ko kayang mawala sya sakin."

I'm speechless i cant believe that Off  will going to be in this situation that he will eat his own ego for a girl.

I feel sorry to him but  i don't know why i cant handle my emotions, why i feel much anger than him this is not right kaya kong magparaya pero hindi ganto, after all I'm still he's bestfriend I can't just let this happened ng Hindi man lang nya napagiisipan.