Woke up this morning and I weighed 129.8 pounds. Not happy, but I'm not mad. I kinda screwed up today. I woke up at 5:30 in the afternoon and had some brownie (700). Then I had chicken fried rice (900) and peach tea (80). I'm disappointed in myself once again but I decided to clean my room and do really good tomorrow. The total amount of calories I ate today was 1,680. Which is really bad, but it's not over my limit. I'm going to eat 500 calories tomorrow. If I don't I am going to force myself to run three miles. My writing has become very informal but I'm going to get better. My unhealthy thinking is starting to show more but I'm gonna do better. I am kind of proud of myself though. I didn't eat the whole container of fried rice. I still definitely overstuffed myself, but it's been a long time since I didn't finish a container of fried rice. Sorry for doing bad but thanks for a small amount of reads and writing this has been a really good way of motivating me. Thank you and see you all tomorrow!
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RandomI've struggled with eating disorders my whole life. When I was in fifth grade I developed anorexia. I later developed a binge eating disorder and have never since been able to lose the weight. I've tried to love myself the way I am, but I just can't...
