old friend . hyunin

♦ nineteen

i wonder what hyunjin is doing right now. jeongin thought. an idea popped in his head and took out his phone, going to the message app.

jeongin and jisung already went home and jeongin was lost in his thoughts while sitting on the couch. the two decided to watch food wars season 3. and yes, they still watch that anime.... at 11pm.

innie♥
hyunjinnieeeee

jinnie

hm?

innie♥
what are you doing? i misshu :(

hyunjin blushed. he misses me? didn't we just meet the other day? hyunjin blushed more at the thought.

jinnie
just lying on the bed. about to sleep, actually. but you texted soo •3• i misshu too uwu

innie♥
oh i'm sorryyyy!!! sleep!!!!! buT

jinnie
okayokayokay but what¿

innie♥
i wanna talk about something! i wanna talk to you privately. got time for saturday?

jinnie
hmmmmm i do. come at my place at around 2pm :D g'night♥

innie♥
okiiii!!! goodnight♥

"he said i misshu too! hyung, he said i misshu too!" jeongin squealed, shaking his hyung's arm. "aw, that's cute. what did you guys talk about?"

"i wanna talk to him about my sexuality, as well as my feelings for him. it might be too fast to confess my feelings, but i feel like i need to say it before it's too late, y'know?" jeongin explained, pouting a bit. (uwu)

"i get that. if he doesn't accept you for you being gay or not accept your feelings, i will not hesitate to murder him. okay?" jisung half lied. he knew that hyunjin would accept him and his feelings. but if his guess was wrong, he'd really murder hyunjin—

"uh... okay. let's get to bed now. it's getting late and i have sork tomorrow. i don't wanna be late again." jisung nodded and they went upstairs.

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(skip to saturday :D )

"i'm so nervous, hyung!" jeongin said as he panicked, he started to sweat from nervousness. "why would you be nervous? he's your childhood friend! i really think that he'll accept you! you're friends with him long enough to know that." jisung tried calm the boy.

it kinda worked?

"uh, no! what if he didn't? i can't lose him again! i can't!"

"can you just not and go there already? or else you'll be late. you don't like being late, right?"

"right! thanks! i'll go now!" jeongin snapped out of his nervous state and took his stuff and left the house.

"well that was quick. what a weird boy," jisung said to himself. "but i'm kinda weirder." jisung talked out his thoughts to himself 'till he decided to be a lazy potato and watch tv...

instead of practicing...

because the jyp audition with his hyungs are in a few weeks..

♦

anyways, jeongin finally got in front of hyunjin's house door. his nervousness kicked back in again. he rang the doorbell and—

"hey innie! you ca—"

"can we just get inside? i'mkindanervousandiwannagetthisoverwithjustsomynervousnesswon'tbetoomuchintheway." jeongin said it all in one breath.

(he said: i'm kinda nervous and i wanna get this over with just so my nervousness won't be too much in the way.)

"okay, okay sure. even though i didn't understand most of the thing you said there." hyunjin grinned and let jeongin inside. they sat down on the couch and hyunjin was the first to talk.

"what do you want to talk about, innie? i'm assuming it's very important since you want to talk about it privately."

jeongin took a deep sigh and looked at the older with sad eyes. "i just wanna tell you that... i'm gay." the younger looked down, too upset to look at hyunjin.

"aww," hyunjin smiled at jeongin softly. hyunjin took jeongin's hand, making him look up at him. "i don't care if you're gay. i actually thought that you were uncomfortable with me being in a fake gay relationship. but i guess not?"

"b-but you like girls—" it was now jeongin's turn to be cut off. "i'm bisexual. i like both genders." jeongin eyes widened but then his eyes became sad eyes again. "i have something else to tell you." hyunjin hummed.

"back in high school.. that's when i knew i liked boys because i had a fat crush on you. it made me really frustrated because you had a girlfriend at the time and you didn't even notice my feelings then. but i moved on when you left and then you appeared again, looking more handsome and i just can't help but like you all over again. i really like you, jinnie." jeongin confessed, feeling really hot as his face was red as a tomato.

"oh my god! please don't hate m—" then hyunjin kissed jeongin.

♦

aye
a cliffhanger
cool

[written on may 14 2020]
[edited on may 15 2020]
[published on june 19 2020]