A BEGINNING

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I've been waiting for
the right moment to come/
apparently it seems to be a bit late/
I am not hanging around
for too long though/
I am taking necessary steps
towards it anyway

I guess I've to begin
somewhere if I've to start/
so I might as well start now
than to begin tomorrow/
for more than a century
I've been detached
from my inner voice/
it's about time i surrender
into its flow & follow

in order to let in new light & love/
I need to undo all that I know/
I need to be prepared
to be broken multiple times/
if that is what it takes/
to eventually grow

If I am required to question
everything around me/
then everything
includes myself too/
critizing my very
own wrongful actions/
which have often lacked/
the most basic virtues

so I am questioning myself
& I am questioning
the one in the mirror/
I am questioning the reality of it all,
including my own character

I am questioning the ocean
& i am questioning the sea/
I am questioning everything
I've ever been taught/
including my very own beliefs

now I can't let anyone distract me/
I've to keep seeking the truth/
now I can't let anyone educate me/
I alone must search for clues

now I am learning to move on
& now I am learning to let go/
& this is where I stop making sense/
out of everything that I don't know

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