𝙼𝚢 𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜#𝟽 |𝚈𝚊𝚗𝚐 𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗|

16

Jinah's POV

WEDNESDAY

I pouted and looked at Angel who's now doing her speech in front. The speech is all about the importance of having someone beside you.

"And I, thank you!" Angel shouted

Everyone laughed and clapped at Angel.

"Next is Min Jinah" our teacher said

I went to the front and tried not to look nervous "Goodafternoon"

They all shouted congratulations and goodmorning as well. I still remember yesterday, they greeted and surprised me. I had a lot of fun because they held a classroom program.

"I know you all know that I always act cool in front of everyone especially in front of cameras. But all of that was an act, I pretend like I am not shy. Actually, back then, I am scared of standing in front of everyone alone. But all of that ended when I met a friend named Areum. She's my bestfriend from primary school until now I think hahaha. I stayed in U.S. for 6 years, there, I experienced the fear of being the center of attention. I almost give up my dream as a fashion designer but I stood still. Areum wants me to design her own wedding gown. She is the reason I went to U.S. even though I don't want to stay there alone. I lost contact with her for 6 years, and I don't have time to open my social media accounts. After 5 years of studying and learning fashion. I am now one of the highest paid and famous fashion designer. I spent another year there to make sure that everyone will know about me. I did it, everyone find out about me. 5 weeks ago, I received a text from Areum's sister when I am still in U.S, she told me Areum is in the hospital. My bestfriend has skin cancer, I am so worried. Two weeks ago, I went here in Korea. I took care of my files to enter a University. I took care of our company too. Four days ago, I went to Sanxia International Hospital. I find out she's already dead almost a month now. I had no idea because I am so busy. I felt like my world fall apart, my heart shattered into pieces, and myself was lost. She is my bestfriend, she is the reason why I became a fashion designer. She wanted me this, she wanted me to design her own wedding gown. But when I find out she was dead I felt like me as a fashion designer is just a joke. I even got married and she wasn't there. I realized she really left me without saying goodbye. But I know, she is happy now, not just for me, but for everyone. Now, I am really thankful to Angel who is staying beside me. She always takes care of me just like what Areum does. I thought if I will introduce Angel to Areum I will have two crazy bestfriends. But one of them is gone, now, I should treasure Angel so she won't leave me too. It feels like, the heaven sent me Angel because Areum already said goodbye. And I am really thankful, I still have someone beside me..." I smiled

Angel pouted as she wiped her tears. I smiled at her and she smiled back. I sat beside her and hugged her.

"You made me cry, lion" Angel

"Don't cry. You look like chimpanzee" I teased

"Wow. It felt like what you just said in front is a joke when you mentioned chimpanzee" Angel glared at me

"I was just kidding" I laughed

"That's all for today. I'll see you all tomorrow. Class dismissed" our teacher said and left our room

Angel and I went downstairs. Her Father picked her up again. I saw Jeongin's car from afar. I ran and knocked.

"What brought you here?"

"My friends want to see you" Jeongin said and opened the door

I hop in and he started driving.

"I already met them, right?"

"Hmm, but they want to spend time with us today" Jeongin

I nodded.

We arrived at a big house. Jeongin said it's Eunji's house. We entered inside and everyone's inside except for Jiwon. As what she told me, she is a trainee at Seo Entertainment. I guess she has training today?

"Hey!" everyone greeted me

I greeted them all and smiled.

"You should take a sit" Eunji said

I sat beside Jia. I saw Hyunjin coming out of a room while carrying a small white envelope.

"Here. I saw this in Areum's notebook. I think this is for you" Hyunjin said and gave me the envelope

"Thank you" I smiled and kept the envelope in my bag

We just watched a movie and drank soju as well. I did a have a lot of fun with them. If only Areum is alive. She will really be happy to have them as her friends. I still remember how she wants us to have a big circle of friends. But I was so scared and we ended up having each other instead. We all decided to go home. Jeongin and I hop in the car and started driving.

I opened the envelope...

How are you doing there, Jiji? Are you doing fine? I hope you are. I know how scared you are if someone wants to talk to you. You hate having a lot of friends because you are scared. I don't know how are you going to read this but I will still write this in case you came back. I am diagnosed with skin cancer and I don't want to tell you. I know you will be worried. You are such a cry baby. You always act strong but always cry hahaha. It's day 982, and you are still in U.S, don't worry about me. I am okay here. Everyone takes care of me. I hope you already have an idea about my wedding gown. I love you, Jiji! Mwa! I'll see you when I see you!

                                                 -Areumming

Fuck, you left me and you even teased me through this letter. How dare you, Areum..