"never leave" and "no longer a poet" | @you-can-call-me-smo

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never leave


you were never supposed to leave, 

i think to myself as i lay in bed at eleven o'clock. 

but then, 

the words in my mind flip, 

and repeat themselves 

over and over and over. 


you were supposed to never leave me. 

you were supposed to stay forever. 

you were supposed to never leave me.

 you were supposed to never leave me. 


you were not supposed to leave.

 you were supposed to never leave. 

you were supposed to never leave me you were supposed to never leave me you were supposed to never leave me you were supposed to never leave me 



- so why did you leave me?


-----


no longer a poet


what happens 

when writing doesn't 

work? 

when words don't 

flow? 

when emotions just 

don't seem to 

fit 

anymore, 

into the tiny little pile 

of chopped-up trees 

we call a "dictionary," 

the pile of 

"dictionaries" 

we call a 

"language"? 

language is 

only for communication. 

art is what's meant 

for emotion, 

but why is poetry 

an art when 

it relies on 

language? 


if poetry is the only 

art form 

that i can form

what happens 

when my 

"language" 

is no longer 

enough? 

how am i supposed 

to make art 

when my art 

relies on an 

ineffectual science? 


how do i call myself 

a poet 

when i can no longer 

write 

poetry, 

how am i classified 

as an artist 

when my art form

is really a 

science, 

when my science 

no longer conforms 

to the rules, 

when my rules 

are too small 

for my science, 

when my language 

isn't enough 

of an art, 

when my art 

just doesn't 

create? 


what happens 

when i am no longer 

a poet 

but a pile of 

"language" 

that just doesn't come? 


what happens 

when there are 

too many emotions 

to choose from 

and not enough 

words 

to express a single one?


you-can-call-me-smo's poetry collection, "My Meeting with Joy" is a true 'meeting with joy' for every person that reads it...

https://www.wattpad.com/story/210958015-my-meeting-with-joy


A truly delicate and modern approach to poetry; this author has managed to capture my attention from the very start and I am now a true fan!


Her poetry, as she mentions herself in the intro, are not so much focused on poetry itself; rather, they tend to allude and circulate around a mass of undefined yet deep thoughts.


Lovely read :)


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