Fall

Dear Best friend

This poem is dedicated to anyone who feels suicidal or depressed. Problems are temporary... We do feel pressured, tortured, hopeless, helpless or just giving up. But what we're going through is not permanent. Anything can change in our life.

If you've failed something, remember you can always achieve something better tomorrow. You are still capable of doing better than today. You are not weak or flawed for thinking so. Everyone has been through this phase in their life. You are a warrior. And you are more than this. Make others look up to you.

Hope you guys have a good day.

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Dear Best friend,

I wish you would have let me in
Wish you told me how it began

Every time you told you're okay
And every time you pushed me away
I wished I tried a little hard
For you'd have been here today

You have no idea how hard I cry
How can I not when you're not here to ask me why?

I wish you shared it with me
Like we shared those sweet memories

You didn't have to go through it alone
But you insisted I leave you on you own

That day when you hugged me
Little did I know it'd be our last memory?

I had a lots of plans made for us
Why did you leave me in half?

I miss you so badly when I get a call
Maybe I wasn't a good friend after all.

I blame myself for not being there
Did you not know for you I care.
Your mom and dad
Don't you know how bad they wish you were here

They'd hug me and cry
They'd ask me one question 'why?'
I wish I stayed back that day
I wish I at least tried

I wish I've told you
How awesome you are
I wish I had a clue
Of what you went through

You wiped my tears
You made me smile all these years
I wish I'd do the same for you
I wish I was there for you

You were strong,
You stood up when things were wrong.
You'd love me even in my worst
I adored it the most

Wish I can still make it right
I wish I had held you tight

I wish you'd have let me know
I wish I didn't let you go

- Nandhika Vardhini