Randomness/Nothing Important

Smile?

Okay, so, I have a question.

You know how Alastor smiles right?

How does he keep that smile?

I mean, I know it's a simple answer. But there's multiple to this question. And I want to know the real reason.

I just thought of one. Did he used to take Happy Pills when he was alive?

Was he deprived of being depressed about something and just smiled to pretend like it was fine all along?

Was he really just crazy and had a smile?

I mean...I wanna learn his ways. By that, I mean I want to be able to smile forever. I want to hide my true feelings sometimes. I don't want anyone to worry about me. And I do want it to mean something when I say that I am fine. And I want it to be true.

I have a lot more to say, but I don't know how to say it. But yeah...this isn't meant to be depressing. I just want to learn on how to smile forever.

So that no one will have to worry ever again.