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Serious Question...

Ummm.... Okay, I'm a bit hesitant to ask this question.....

And I'm sorry if it offends anybody in any way...

I'm really sorry..... I don't know much about this stuff, and I know. I'm a stupid person. Literally kids my age know twice as much as me. I don't even understand some words that they say nowadays.....

But if it isn't too much trouble....

I wanna start being referred to as they/them....

I'm not non-binary.... I'm just.... Not fond over being referred to as a female....

Sorry if that's too much to ask. You don't have to...

For some reason, I wanna cry because I asked this stupid question. Now I feel like a lot of people will hate me....

I'm really sorry.... I'll just go now..-