DANGEROUS DESIRE (REWRITING)

XLVIII

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Three days ago when he told me he's gonna but a bullet through my head, he held the gun to me head and I close my eyes waiting for him to pull the trigger but he didn't I wasn't sure if I should be relieved. He didn't get enough of whipping me he took my phone he was angry when he couldn't unlock it I deleted his Face ID sometime ago,  he was very angry anyways it easily got unlocked and he searched it he was even more angry when he found out the amount of guys I flirted with while texting I would get a lash for each message that wasn't the worse part he called all of them and have them lined up outside the room and have them come in one at a time and fucked me in front of each guy then he shot them in the head luckily I met all ten of them on social media. And my fucking onlyfans I should've told him about it heck I should've deleted it.

He did force me to fed Griffin parts to dogs I was so disgusted and scared then I then had to clean his blood from the basement

I haven't spoken to Zathrian in days and I'm feeling much better guilt is eating me alive I just want things to go back to the way they were before Griffin

I'm definitely getting better now if I see him I either hide or run I'm scared shitless of him I haven't spoken to anyone in a while he hasn't returned my phone and he took up my tablet and laptop and my other phone, I only have my business phone

He moved out of the room leaving me alone inside I haven't slept properly in days

I quietly left the house it's around 11pm now and I haven't been outside in days I've been locked up in the house I walked to the main gate and back to the house then I walked to the backyard when I sat for a while a tear left my eye I wiped it away after a while of sitting and not doing anything I got up and sneaked back inside I close the door as I turned around he was standing behind me

I screamed loudly out of fright and fear he raised a eye brow looking down at me "I I went for a walk" I say stumbling over my words

he turned and walk away I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding I went to my room I laid in bed unable to sleep he threw away the sleeping pills.

Weeks later things are getting better between us I think he has started sleeping in the room on the couch and he will only say a few words to me occasionally he got me a new phone

I bit my lip and look at my phone out of nervousness I started fidgeting with my fingers should I call him I thought for the thousandth time I've been started here all morning debating wether or not I should call him I haven't seen him since yesterday morning he didn't come home and I'm worried sick just then my phone rang I picked it up immediately and answered "where are you?" I asked upon answering

"Avyanna it's me Amara" a very bubbly voice said

I frowned "How are you doing?" I asked

"Am great. The girls and I are having a girls day out tomorrow and we want you to come along we haven't seen you in a while no phone calls no message and Zathrian doesn't want us to visit" she say

it's true I haven't spoken to anyone since the incident mostly because I was beaten clearly he don't want anyone to know and secondly I can't leave the mansion

"Yeah I've been super busy. I'll be there text me the location and time" I told her and hang up I'm sure he won't mind if I go out with them

I quickly dialed Zathrian number on the first rang he didn't answer so I rang again and again on the sixth rang

He answered "What!" He barked in the phone

I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out