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ENJOY!

I ran inside the beach house holding my hand over my mouth

When I got to the room I started crying uncontrollably.

Shortly after he entered I felt him touch my shoulder

"Don't fucking touch me" I told him

Early this morning I woke up unable to sleep he offered for us to for a walk and he ended up fucking me on the beach, he was choking me so hard I almost passed out, that's all I am to him these days someone he fucks then toss to the side

I wiped my eyes and entered the kitchen to see him sitting on the kitchen stool I stopped in my tracks 

"Everyone has gone out so it's just the two of us" he said

I didn't the answer instead I walked to the refrigerator and took out a vitamin water and walked away

"Believe it or not I care" he spoke which caused me to stop walked and turned around

"I might not show it but I do, I'm not apologizing for what I did to you, I'm not sorry and you deserved it but, I still love you so fucking much" he say

"Zathrian you can't love someone and treat them like this" I told him

"You fucking deserve it you decided that you want to be a thot!" He shout

"And I'm sorry but I'm done apologizing I can't change what happened" I say walking away

"You need to eat something you hardly ate anything yesterday come sit and I'll make you something" he say and I turned around and went to the kitchen isle and sat, he's a very good cook

"Why is Jayson avoiding me, he doesn't even look me in the eye, he ignores me completely" I say to him and he shrugged

"Zathrian, since that night at the club he hasn't said anything to me" I told him

"I told him to stay away from you" he say

"Why" I ask

"Avyanna don't push it and if I see you two together mark my words I will fucking break your legs" he say and I nod like a idiot.

Bora Bora is so beautiful we visited a lot of places and beaches everyone else modeled  bikini while I was stuck wear long sleeve I wore mesh long sleeve it's hard to spot my bruises when I wear it

Everyone has been asking why I'm not in any bikini and Zathrian will always tell them that he doesn't anyone gawking at me.

He and Angelo got in a fight over it, apparently Angelo doesn't like the way he's been treating me.

They all went inside the house everyone was drained except Zathrian and I, we were at the beach and he never once left my side we sat on the beach chair in silence neither of us saying anything to each other it was so uncomfortable.

I went to the room and laid on the bed I wish I never came to Bora Bora the place is very beautiful but I'm not enjoying myself because of the bruises

"What are you thinking about" his voice broke me out of my thoughts

"Nothing" I told him

"Are you happy?" he ask

"No, my heart is aching, I feel so unwanted, unloved, I haven't felt like this since Lucio and my so call mother" I answered

I felt him hug me "only a matter of time" he says and I look at him confused.

We heard glass shatter downstairs he frowned and got up walking away I got up also we went to the living room to see everyone drinking yup they're drunk

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