Understand Me please

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i woke up screaming both in agony, horror, and embarrassment as well as the fact i had completely forgot that poor newt would now be awake because of the pain in my ribs and a nightmare .

I glanced over to newt who now sat upright glancing quickly around the room and asked me once he noticed me upright in my bed " hey toni are you alright love." i simply shook my head tears brimming my eyes falling slowly and said shakily on the verge of tears so much so my lip trembled as i spoke" i am so sorry newt for waking you up i had a really bad nightmare and my ribs are in agony i am so very sorry for disturbing your sleep please forgive me newt ."

he then got up and walked his way to my bed then perched beside by my legs " hey toni it's okay i was supposed to be up early anyway to show you something but do you want to talk about your nightmare it's happened to everyone in the glade it's okay  ."

newt spoke sweetly and reassuring me as i sobbed into my hands, he gave me a hug and asked " hey love talking about pain how's your jaw and black eye, i got to admit i thought gally would win for a second but no you proved everyone you are strong that was pretty bad ass of you ." he chuckled and gave me a small smile

i started to slowly stop crying and caught my breath as i the told newt everything about my dream which was of me getting almost killed in the fight with gally and then he and his builder buddies all gang up on me to kill me then the calling horrible names and that i shouldn't be here the when everything was all done then two people helped pick up my pieces and that was him and minho but that's when gally killed both of you and then went back to hurting me .

By the time i finished explaining i was once again crying into newts shirt this time as he hugged me saying " Hey toni love everything is okay you can always talk to me about anything and anytime okay " his gorgeous chocolate orbs looking into my sea green ones, which i saw in the mirror last night .

I sat up and winced as i moved my torso, newt helped me up to a more upright sitting position carefully and i asked him if he could go get me some more bandages for my ribs and he silently left the room then returned with what i had asked .

"thanks newt " he replied " your welcome love , do you want me to help or turn around so you can do it yourself." i waited a minute before saying " do you mind helping my with the wrapping of the bandage as i can't take it off in my own ." he nodded as i slowly removed the old bandage from my ribs  with newts help unfortunately i had to go shirtless so i could put it on properly newt wrapped it round my back since it hurt to move my arms backwards .

After i was re wrapped up i put on my tank top whimpering a little at the movement and then i turned to newt and said " thanks newt for everything , you didn't have to help me or even share your room or even be nice to me so thank you so much newtie ." then newt left the room to shower which gave me time to get changed and luckily i have been given three pairs of short shorts and three low cut shirts curtsy of the creators.

just as i finished tying my laces on my left boot newt walked in so i stared at the floor and asked if he could hand me the smaller mirror which was on his part of the dresser and he said " sure thing love i bet it is to see how bad your jaw and black eye look ." i laughed and then said "it's like you read my mind newtie and thanks i should leave in about 10 mins so you can changed in private."

he placed the mirror in my lap as i walked over to the foot of my bed sitting so my face was towards the wall out of view of newt but not of the natural light coming in and i looked at my face , my jaw is a dark blue colour and my eye is almost swollen shut with black and purple around i winced slightly as i touch my still swollen jaw and thought man gally has a mean punch i chuckled lightly and newt asked me " what's so funny love ?" " oh i was just uhhh just uhhmmm thinking of how i was called a weakling and then gally got some major hits yet he looked worse off than me ."