Understand Me please

Running with greivers pt2

As alby was setting up the massive fire i hummed and practised the chords . i don't know why i felt so nervous but i did.

i stood and newt followed.  i nodded and  he  slowly strummed his guitar and i started singing the lyrics softly :

I thought that I've been hurt before
But no one's ever left me quite this sore
Your words cut deeper than a knife
Now I need someone to breathe me back to life
Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
I'm tripping over myself
Aching begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches

then newt started to join in with some harmonisation of his own :

Just like a moth drawn to a flame
Oh you lured me in I couldn't sense the pain
Your bitter heart cold to the touch
Now I'm gonna reap what I sow
I'm left seeing red on my own
Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
I'm tripping over myself
Aching begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches

Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head

Needle and the thread
Gonna wind up dead

Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head

Needle and the thread
Gonna wind up dead

Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head

Needle and the thread
Gonna wind up dead

Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head, get you out of my head

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking falling onto my knees (falling on my knees)
newt sang the harmonies (brackets) and I have to admit damn that boy can sing well

And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches (and I'll be needing stitches)
I'm tripping over myself
Aching begging you to come help (begging baby please)
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches

after we sang  i went over to teresa and said " hey ter' so who do you like the look of  i am a bit curious since i am the only other girl " she replied with" i think i have a crush on thomas  what about you who do you have a crush on " well i might as well tell her i thought to myself " well teresa do you promise not to tell anyone and the only other person who knows who i like is minho since he is my best friend?" she nodded her head so i leaned to her ear and said " well i am madly in love with.." but i was interrupted by the one and only  love of my life newt and he said " hey and love ,you were great today but i think you know that ." i sighed and said  "thanks newtie i was about to tell teresa something important plus you don't have to lie because i am a shucking bad singer and i can't even play let alone write my own songs." then teresa piped up but not out loud she said in my head which is weird as hell so i figured telepathy "hey so who do you love i want to know "
i said back
" i am not answering that yet "
then teresa said out loud " hey i bet everything you do is good like i wish i could sing as well as you plus i bet you play well " with that newt passed me his guitar and said " play her some thing love maybe flares or hallelujah." i nodded and played hallelujah and she was astounded and said " oh my gosh you rock hehe sorry for the pun ."

i handed the guitar back to newt just before he left and then as teresa asked who i liked  minho came over and said " toto please tell me that you told him how you shucking feel i can tell he feels the same way ." i shook my head and said to teresa " well to answer your question about who i like well let's just say it is " i looked around before saying making sure he couldn't hear what i was about to utter " newt i like him a lot ." i got up and said i am going to dance around the fire and maybe tell newt how i feel

i walked over to newt pulled him up as we danced then he said " hey you ok there love " i said to him " well yes and no  yes because i am dancing with you and no because i have to tell you something." i stayed quiet and newt then said " i also have something to say to but can i go first  "

i nodded and he continued " well i don't know how you feel but ever since you came up in the box you have helped me , made me laugh and you re-taught me things I forgot about how to do and i know the creators can do things but i know they can't control how i feel toward you. I just know they can't control this sensation . i have fallen deeply in love with you . i mean i love y .."

i cut him off with me pulling him towards me i kissed him and his lips were as soft as the seven mins in heaven i broke the kiss of and said " i love you too "

we went to minho holding hands and i said " thanks min but i am going bed "  i walked to our room and went to sleep he grinned at me and went back to what he was doing which was most likely drinking moonshine . 

When I got back to our room I immediately flopped  down onto the bed and fell in to an exhausted lump of blood, flesh and bones .

i woke up and newt was shirtless looking for a shirt to wear wandering around aimlessly and  i was caught staring at him as I then got up and kissed him and said " i have to run the maze with minho and alby whilst the check out the dead griever but i have been told to run my section and then come back as its part of runners trail " i frown before kissing him again and well timed as minho walked in to a shirtless newt and me kissing so minho said " toto ugh you have time for that later on get your arse  up and possibly nick one of his shirts for running " i rolled my eyes and said " my shirts are fine thanks for the concern " i get up and changed my clothes to the black shorts and a gray tank top  tying my combats.

As i ran to breakfast i tied my hair in to two dutch braids and ate quickly then minho handed me a pack and we ran the maze i was told to run minho's section as he had to go to the greiver i did as i was told and minho said to go back once i was done so i did and i mapped the route and had dinner when newt came up to me hugged my waist from behind he  softly said " i missed you love " then kissed me on my cheek 

as it got later i started to worry about minho and i was pacing and i knew he had a couple of mins before doors closed i saw him tiredly turn a corner i didn't care i ran to alby and minho and tried to pull alby along it was hard we were about halfway when the door began to close and people were yelling " leave him and run " we didn't and then the doors where a meter apart thomas ran in to the maze with us and the doors closed he said to me since thomas was already a runner " well done you just got yourself killed " i looked at him and said " he was stung wasn't he " he nodded and thomas being the slinthead he is asked what was the blood on the head was from since he was known be curious " thomas i had to do what i had to do ok "

i stood up and said " we can't leave him here the greivers may get him so we do a pulley system to keep him hidden in the vines  " we set of me and minho carrying  alby whilst thomas looked for the vines  we were a good hundred meters from the walls opening we tied him up then the smart arse minho let go running off and i quickly tied it off and realise thomas had also left so i was alone i saw a gap under the place we chose for alby so i slid slicing some of my leg

and watched the greiver pass by was horrifying. i had to cover my mouth from the pain and pure shock that i was in the maze with murderous blobs of green goo and metal.