*newts Pov *When i walked in to our room she was asleep so i let her for a while . I knew that in two days is the two years of us dating so i hid the ring back in our room. i think that i am well enough prepared after all i have been planning since we got back but officially since she had fell asleep on the berg.i have always known she is like my soul mate and nothing or no one could change that unless if she dumped me
i let her sleep till two thirty and i carefully shook up awake . when she turned around to meet my gaze i could tell the she had been crying since her eyes were a bit puffy and i could see the faint stains along her gorgeous face .
" hey love you okay ." she shook her head and the only thing i felt was guilt , knowing i probably caused her to cry but she interrupted my thoughts by saying ,almost whispering "no i don't want you to have secrets with me it's killing me and making me argue with myself. causing constant headaches but don't fucking worry about me i am perfectly fine ." i kissed her head and i fell asleepwhen i woke up there was a note on her pillow the note read
newt i am going on a bit of a training session i got restless and i have your jacket since it is nice and warm
toniodd she never not leabes little kisses at he bottom of her notes. I looked at my watch and it is 7:30 i change into a set of cargo pants and a black muscle type tank top .
I raced for breakfast since i knew she would most likely have forgotten since when she trains she looses track of time . i didn't see her there so i are up and jogged to fry and asked him. "hey did toni get breakfast this morning." " umm yeah she was the first one here about an hour an' a half ago and she left to go the the small gym thing she and gally built." i nod and thanked him .
Jogging my way over to where toni was , i saw her with her head in malcoms chest . i guess that she was hugging him so i thought nothing of it . i walked over and briefly said witha wide smile on my face " hey toni and malcom ." he shrugged at me and then toni turned around and for some reason slapped me . my face stung as i raised my hand to cup where she had slapped no doubt leaving a mark .
gally snorted as he came over to us after seeing me get slapped . " hey toni here's your water i re filled it since it was gone about an hour ago ." she grinned and softly muttered " thanks but excuse me i am going to now do laps oh and newt your aviator jacket is over there ." i nod but frowned she never calls me newt unless she is angry . she stopped calling me newton but when she does its in surprise.
she took of sprinting fast . Both gally and malcom turned to face me as malcom almost yelled trying desperately to keep his cool. " you know she is seriously doubting her self and when you weren't at yours at around eleven i was walking past and i heard her crying .I knocked on her door and let her rant and cry until she had none left ." i looked at the floor and said. " i kind of guessed when i spoke to her that she had cried but why would she i mean she knows i wouldn't hurt her ." gally didn't even let me finish " well ya did you shank she was silently crying when i came out here at six whilst doing sit-ups. she is hurting by your little plan and i get it it's a big deal but it's hurting her ." " ahhh i guess that's why she asked for no secrets between us last night when i woke her to speak to her ." they both nodded in agreement and toni came back only to say " someone sit on my back please " she whispered the last words
she aimed it towards gally and malcom but scoffed when they didn't move so she did press ups on her own . Gally left after a bit and i had a chance to ask " what did she say " " she said a lot but i won't say anything because i know that she wouldn't want to have me say anything about it to you ." i nod sadly and went to vince for the rest of the day to ask his help for the proposal.

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Fanfictioni don't own any of the characters except from toni and later on officers Samson, davidson, maxton and Maywood,jacob(who is only in one chapter) and general malcom the rest are all from James dashner brilliant adventure across the maze runner book...